Hold Me Tight

Day at Pauls

Once i'd calmed down and Paul had put some ice on my face and i had told him everything we got onto the subject of John and I. 'so are you together now then?' Paul enquired as he poured us some water. 'Yeah he asked me out last night after the party' i replied thinking contently about it and him. 'Well you seemed to be kissing him good last night' Paul said jokingly as he set the water down on the cabinet and i giggled a bit. 'Only what i learned from you' I smiled and we both laughed but knew it was true, we just had a bond, a understanding that i have never felt before, he was special. I really wanted to tell him that but i think he already knew. After a few seconds of silence Paul spoke up 'actually Jade, i really like you' I was taken back a bit trying to think what he meant. 'As in i think you're really pretty and i wish i was in Johns position' he continued. I blushed and replied 'I like you too Paul, you're sweet and kind and handsome but i'm with John now.' As i said it i looked into his deep brown eyes and felt weak at the knees and i got butterflies, i think i'm slowly falling in love with him. 'I get it don't worry Love, i just wanted to tell you' he spoke slowly and i watched his lips move then i leaned in and kissed him and he pulled away. 'Whats the matter Paul?' I asked
'Absolutely nothing' He replied and kissed me harder and i felt his tongue go into my mouth. We fell back onto the bed and he lay straddled on top of me and we kissed for ages then i felt his hand go in my top and he pulled it off over my head and started to kiss my neck which made me moan slightly. I enjoyed it a lot but i pulled away as he was about to undo my bra. 'Paul' i breathed out slowly 'i don't want to do this now. Lets just kiss, no sex.' . He seemed okay with that and we carried on for a bit until we looked at the clock which read seven o'clock and i started to panic about not being back home yet so i sat up and shoved my t-shirt back on, although i felt completely at ease with Paul without it on, and stood up to fix my hair. 'Wait Jade' Paul said as he held my hand and pulled me close to him 'I'll walk you home or you can stay here if you like'. I hugged him and then he walked me home and i apologised to my Mother who accepted surprisingly but i felt extremely guilty for cheating on John.