Mel And I Talked For A Bit As We Unpacked . I Didn't Get Much Accomplished Cause I Was Staring At Her And All Her Expensive Stuff . All Of My Stuff Wasn't Cheap But She Put Me To Shame . I Couldn't Stand It Anymore So I Went Downstairs .
Nobody Was Down Here , I Took It Upon Myself To Go Outside And Explore .
The Pool Was Huge , Waiting For Somebody's Mattress To Be Thrown In It , Hopefully Nobody Has To Experience That .
Not Only Was There A Pool It Was Also Two Jacuzzi's . Connected To The House Was An Outdoor Kitchen And A Bar Area Under A Hut .
I Went Back Inside Upstairs To The Computer Room , I Noticed A Door Hidden As A Mirror . I Slid It Open Revealing A Staircase . I Climbed Up Them Taking Two At A Time . It Was A Rooftop Landing And Gorgeous View .
I Started Having Doubts , Maybe I Shouldn't Be Here ? Like Is This Really What I Want To Do With My Life ? Do I Even Qualify To Be Here ?
I Shook If All Off Going Back In , I Needed To Take Some More Shots And Get Faded .
I Made Myself A Drink Mixing Remy And Sprite . The More I Drank The Less I Had To Think .
