*+ This chapter has SH, panic attacks, and domestic abuse*+
I woke up to everyone on the couch " hey y/n" Maddy says " hey guys" I say while rubbing my eyes I still don't feel 100% so I go back into the bed I randomly think about my abusive ex and I start crying so much just remembering what he said to me 'your useless and stupid' those words just hurt so bad I then go into the bathroom covering my mouth and I start panicking slowly losing my breath and getting dizzy I grab a bl@de and attempt to c&t my wrist then someone comes in I quickly drop the blade...
~Miguel's pov~
Y/n was acting weird these past few days and I was just wondering if she was ok I mean I know we don't like eachother and everything but no one deserves to go through anything alone " I'll be back" I say " ok" the rest of the group says and I go into the bathroom where y/n is and see her sitting on the floor with her hood on her head crying I lock the door and sit down next to her I look down and sees a bl@de on the floor.
Back to y/ns pov...
Miguel walks in and sits next to me " what do you want" I say sniffling "geez I was just checking on you" he says I immediately cry into his chest snd he hugs me and he holds my wrist out seeing previous scars " why did you do this?" He says " physical pain to take away the mental pain" I say he pulls me into a hug and tells me to never hurt my self again " I can't keep that promise" I say " please try" he says I wipe my eyes and we
walk out together i keep my hood on my head and my head down (don't worry we picked the blade up) and then I get some water and head back into my room.
I put my headphones on blasting " Because I liked a boy" by Sabrina carpenter *+ you can change the song*+
Maddy then comes in asking for all the hots and what happend with me and Miguel " so what happened with you two everyone was wondering why you guys came back together" she says " oh nothing" I say " just nothing?" She says " well i was crying and about to c&t my wrist and he hugged me and told me to try to stop hurting my self.
She had tears in her eyes and gave me a big hug " oh I'm so sorry y/n I had no idea" she says "it's fine I'm pretty sure you have other things to worry about not me" I say " no you're my bestfriend I should've known" " thanks mads" she walks out and I fall asleep with "Romantic homicide" by D4vd playing still crying ...
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HEY LUVS I HOPE THIS WAS COOL AND IF ANYONE CAN RELATE TO THIS I REALLY HOPE YOU GUYS GET BETTER I KNOW ITS HARD BUT ALWAYS KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND SO DOES GOD❤️😘
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