The loss

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Today was really hard for me I had to be alone without Miguel for the first time ever and i have been away from him before but it's just official you know we officially don't talk to eachother well atleast in my head we don't.

I went to the gym to workout. I did Abs and glutes it was a chill workout I posted a few workout pics on my insta and it was super chill until this guy came up to me and asked me for my number before I could think of anything I blurted out " no sorry I have a boyfriend!" I means it wasn't wrong it just didn't feel right " oh ok you look pretty though" he says " have a great day!" He says " you too!" I say he was a really sweet boy but I already had a sweeter one in mind.

I went back home and started to think 'me and Miguel are really over we are not dating we aren't a thing we aren't even friends we're just nothing' I shed tears but I stopped crying remembering the rules I set for myself. 'Stop crying it's his loss' 'stop crying it's his loss' those words replayed over and over again in my head until I got up and started dancing and laughing I felt better about myself.

Honestly life wasn't that bad now I mean i had no one but I got myself so I was ok. I ate breakfast made TikTok's and finally I went live on insta to catch up with everyone since I hadn't been live in a minute.

"Oh damn I forgot how to work these things" I say I look down and see " @official_Masonthames" joined the live
" oh hey Mason request to join so I can add you" i add him and we start talking like we haven't talked before Mason was the only one out of the group who was there for me, he has been there for me since we were little I love him so much!.

Shortly we end the live and go our separate ways
It's getting late and I'm getting tired so I think I'm gonna knock out until I get a text from " mi amor😘"

~mi amor😘~

"Hey umm I love you and I hope you know that I would never do anything to hurt you and I really really miss you..." he says
"Oh.." I say
" oh sorry do I sound desperate I promise I'm not" he says
" no Miguel you don't I love you too" I say
" goodnight love you" he says
"Love you too bby" I say

I honestly don't know what this means are we together are we not does he actually love me or is he just saying this??

I'm too tired to think right now so I'm done...
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HEY YALL SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER I WAS REALLY TIRED WHILE MAKING THIS BUT UMM LOVE YALL REMEMBER BE KIND TO EVERYONE AROUND YOU!!!😘❤️

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