Since my birth mom was doing cocaine while pregnant with me it obviously led to things. When I was born I needed to stay into the hospital for two week to go through withdrawal. It broke everyone's hearts. Ir probably even would have broke mine if I knew what was going on.
In the early stages of my life I developed some learning disabilities. The list is even to long for me to remember but the main ones or ADHD, Dyslexia, and a processing disorder. I have struggled for years with everything.
My mom knew I had autism since I was two. Nobody would believe her though since girls are less likely to get diagnosed. My mom fought for years but nobody would listen. Even my dad didn't want to think about it at the time.
When I turned three I was diagnosed with Tourette's Syndrome. If you don't know what that is its's a neurological condition that makes it so you can't control certain muscles in your body. If you need more information some of the symptoms could be saying things you don't mean, Swearing, random movements, and hurting yourself in many different ways.
I don't blame my birth mom for all of this but it makes me so angry that she had me. It's hard to live like this. I wish she didn't even have em at all most of time I'm alive. Tourette's Syndrome can take a toll on you. When I'm nervous or extremely tired it just gets worse. I just feel like I'm in pain all the time now.
It makes me not even want a family of my own one day because I don't want to pass down my genetics to anyone. My life fucking sucks ass.
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My Life Experiences
No FicciónHi everyone. I'm writing this book on real life events that have happened to me growing up. I'm writing this book to show people what it's like to go through certain events in others lives. ‼️Things Mentioned in the Book‼️ -Depression -Self harm ...
