Right now my depression is bad. Yes i relapsed. Im not going to deny it. I do want to give into the depression and stay in bed all the time. I don't want to leave my bed for anything but I have to for work. I'm just so sad and want to cut more. I miss my boyfriend and just want him to help me but he live 4 1/2 hours away from me where I go to college. I just want to cry all day it's making me really depressed.
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to get better. I don't even know if I want to get better. I'm starting to think that cutting isn't such a bad thing and I should just continue doing it. The sad part was I was clean for 600 days but I relapsed. It's because of work. It's to much pressure and there's so much stress. I just don't know what to do.
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My Life Experiences
Kurgu OlmayanHi everyone. I'm writing this book on real life events that have happened to me growing up. I'm writing this book to show people what it's like to go through certain events in others lives. ‼️Things Mentioned in the Book‼️ -Depression -Self harm ...
