17 years old

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When I was 17 I was in high school. I was cutting myself a lot and was really depressed. I didn't want to talk to anyone anymore. I would go to school. then come home everyday and take a nap. 

The only time I would go out was with this one girl who only stayed at my school for my junior year. We used to hangout almost everyday. We did everything together. We would skip class together and do anything we wanted.

We would stay after school and get nicotine and weed from people that we didn't even know. yeah it was sketchy but we didn't care. We just wanted to have fun. We would secretly make out together in the bathroom stalls and leave hickeys on each other. 

I still have some videos of the weird things we would do together. It was fun for a while until she turned out to be a phony bitch. I mean I never had feelings for her but I knew some part of her liked me in a way. 

She used to use me for ride shoes after school and try and take money from me. I sometimes gave in. I still talk to her till this day but we don't hang out. We live in different states and I just don't want that friendship anymore. 

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