Arranged Marriage | Taennie

Chapter 32

Note: this is a extra chapter, and it doesn't hold any scenes/conversations/actions.
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Another day starts. The night before was hard, they barely got to sleep. The amount of worry, concern and tension they have for Mr. Kim is not describable. They have a bunch of distracting thoughts in their head, that won't go away on their own.

At this moment, all they could ask for is a little bit of break from everything else that is pressuring them. But its not possible for them to leave all that. And they need a little time to get used everything and look after their life and the sleeping old man. But they don't have so much time and patience.

Well, days are getting tough. That's all we can say.

The tough thing came from that day when Mr. Kim started to get sicker than he was and lose his control over himself, and sadly go for nothing but a coma.

The amount of pressure they put on themselves to make sure he is fine and feels better, it just damaged atleast a little bit of each of their healths and mentality. But it didn't work, instead it made him more sick that he can't open his eyes anymore.

Which is very disappointing for all of them.

Now it is like, if Mr. Kim never wakes up or gives any responses, they all are gonna die. Cause of course they can't take the big burden, after so much pain trying to save him so hard.

Specially Mrs. Kim, who can't accept it. She keeps denying the fact that he is gone into a coma. And blames the doctors who did nothing, and tried their best of course.

Jisoo can accept that cause she knows theres nothing else they can do about what has already happened. But she can't take the amount of sadness and pain in her heart either. Being the elder child knowing that she has to be strong even if her mother and younger sister isn't, she still comforts everyone and puts in a slight smile for them.

But when it comes to Jennie, it is harder. She has always been the closest with her father among the other members of her family, since her childhood till her marriage. But she knows that she can't replace her mother's place, who has been the closest with him the longest and years before she was born. But she is still the daughter.. and she has the best bond with him, not like it is better than the one her father and mother has. And now that he is not with her but in a long and deep sleep, she feels her heartache increase that doesn't seem to go away at all. She really just can't take it. She misses her father, and she just prays that he recovers quickly.

She can't take so much in her heart. Its literally about to explode by the amount of pain and pressure it holds. And it's not new. A lot has happened in the past, which was painful and heartbreaking like this. And she had so many breakdowns because of them. One, she was unable to make up her dreams and work on it. Two, she was pushed into a arranged marriage with a guy she doesn't even know about. Three, that guy starts an attitude and breaks her heart on the second month of their marriage. Four, he doesn't treat her the way he is supposed to which hurts her. Five, her father's illness coming on the very third month of the arranged marriage and going into a coma. How can she carry so much?!

These five things that happened in her life, within a blink of an eye, just makes Jennie deny the meaning of life again and again. Like.. does life even have any meaning? Or is it just meant for pain and heartache?

And she knows that theres more to come because obviously five of the things won't leave her alone so quickly. Of course there'll be a add up, and she can't accept that she will have to take that heartbreak herself, as well.

She just wished that this arranged marriage never existed in her life, even though it had already been done. Because this one thing changed her whole life into a literal mess. She was living a way better life before this happened.