Just A Dare

14

Suggested to hear (wildflower - billie eilish) while read this chapter.
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At winny home,

"Ahh~ Win-" Satang moaned softly, his voice trembling with desire.

"God, you're so beautiful, my little kitten.." Winny whispered, gently laying Satang down on the bed, his eyes filled with longing.

"Win~ ahh~ I need you..." Satang murmured, pulling Winny closer until he was hovering above him, their faces inches apart.

Winny gazed deeply into Satang's eyes, captivated by his beauty. He leaned down and began kissing Satang softly, savoring the sweetness of his lips.

"Mmph~" Satang whimpered, wanting more. He pulled Winny closer, deepening the kiss, making it more intense and passionate.

Winny's lips traveled down to Satang's neck, leaving a trail of soft kisses that made Satang shiver. He moved lower, kissing along Satang's collarbone, while his hand slid beneath Satang's shirt, his fingers teasing and playing with Satang's sensitive skin.

"Ahh~ Win... umphh~ more..." Satang moaned, his body arching into Winny's touch. Winny felt an overwhelming urge to lose himself in Satang, to claim him completely, but he knew he couldn't.

There were too many unresolved issues, too much weighing on his mind. With a heavy heart, Winny pulled back, trying to regain control.

Satang's eyes filled with desperation as he clung to Winny, not wanting to let him go. "Don't leave... please... I want you, Win," he pleaded, looking up at winny with eyes full of need.

'Damn it... he's driving me insane,' Winny thought, feeling his resolve weaken as he took in Satang's flushed cheeks and the way he looked so vulnerable and messy after their heated exchange.

"Forgive me, my kitten... but I have to let you go for now," Winny whispered into Satang's ear, his voice thick with regret. "I promise, once everything is settled... I'll love you forever." He pressed a tender kiss to Satang's eyebrow and then to his forehead, his heart aching with every word.

As usual, Winny reached for the heat pill, slipping it into his mouth before leaning in to kiss Satang again, transferring the pill gently. The pill would help Satang relax, easing the tension in his body as Winny reluctantly pulled away.
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In morning,

Satang woke up, blinking as he took in his surroundings. He recognized the familiar room—Winny's room.

"You're up already? Here," Winny said, handing a towel to Satang as he sat up in bed.

Satang silently took the towel and headed to the bathroom. After a quick five-minute shower, he returned to find Winny sitting at the edge of the bed, his expression unreadable.

"Sorry for dirtying your bed by letting this disgusting creature sleep on it," Satang said, his voice dripping with sarcasm as he referred to himself.

"Just shut up," Winny snapped, clearly irritated by Satang's words.

"Acting like you're the one who's hurt, like you're the victim here, is complete bullshit," Satang shot back, giving Winny a sharp side-eye.

Winny's eyes darkened, and the room seemed to grow colder as his alpha aura flared up. "And what about your so-called new partner? Have you already slept with him? How much did you moan and seduce him when you were in heat, huh?" Winny's voice was laced with anger, his aura becoming almost oppressive.

"What the hell! Stop with the bullshit, Winny. Ohm is just a friend, nothing more," Satang retorted, his voice firm as he stepped closer to Winny. Now standing face-to-face, Satang didn't flinch. The heat pill he had taken had dulled the effects of Winny's alpha aura, and he was no longer afraid.

"What do you really want from me, Winny?!" Satang's voice trembled with a mix of anger and desperation. "You act like you love me, like you want me, but are you just playing with me? You know how depressed and pathetic my life already is, and still, you left me alone whenever you were with Milk! Like she's the one you truly love." Satang struggled to hold back his tears, determined not to show weakness in front of Winny.

"So... tell me," he demanded, his voice breaking slightly, "Did you... even like me? Or love me, Winny?" Satang's anger was palpable, but beneath it lay a glimmer of hope, a plea for the love he desperately wanted to believe in.

'Oh shit, I really hurt him this time,' Winny thought, his heart sinking as he saw the pain in Satang's eyes.

"Tang... I—I'm really sorry. You know I care about you, right?" Winny said, his voice soft as he reached out to gently stroke Satang's reddened cheeks, trying to comfort him. He looked into Satang's wide, tear-filled eyes, searching for a way to make it right.

"Enough with the sorry, Winny!" Satang snapped, pushing Winny's hand away from his face.

"For the last time, Win... if you really love me, then prove it. Dominate me, touch me, kiss me for real, Winny... and this time, I'm not in heat," Satang said, his voice firm yet vulnerable. He was giving Winny a chance to show his true feelings, to prove that he truly wanted Satang as his omega. The way Winny had been avoiding him lately had left Satang feeling rejected, questioning whether Winny even wanted him at all.

It was a lie to say that Winny didn't feel the pain and heartbreak as he looked into Satang's pleading eyes. But deep down, Winny was terrified. Their love was real, mutual, but Winny was a coward. He couldn't bring himself to believe that they could be together, convinced it would only lead to more pain for Satang in the future.

Winny stayed silent, his heart heavy with regret, as Satang slowly leaned in, their faces inches apart, ready for a kiss that never came. Winny turned his face away at the last moment, unable to let it happen.

'Sorry, Tang,' Winny thought, the words stuck in his throat.

"Ouch..." Satang whispered, stepping back, the rejection cutting deeper than he could bear. His voice faltered as he tried to speak. "When I looked at you..." He hesitated, swallowing hard before continuing. "I thought I could trust you to take care of me. I gave my trust freely to you because... I couldn't imagine my life without you, Win."

Satang's voice cracked, the pain in his heart spilling into his words. "But... I was wrong. I guess our story ends here."

Satang walked away, refusing to turn back, refusing to ever speak to Winny again. The hurt and frustration had finally reached a breaking point, and Satang knew that staying would only worst the pain.

As Satang left, Winny remained frozen in his room, disbelief washing over him like a cold wave. 'I don't think he ever really understood me,' Satang thought, each step away from Winny feeling heavier, more final.

Winny tried to force his body to move, to call out to Satang, to stop him from leaving—but he couldn't. It was as if his body refused to obey, and every word he tried to form crumbled into dust. He wanted to scream, to beg Satang to stay, but all he could do was watch helplessly as the person he loved walked out of his life.

Little did Satang know, Winny's heart was shattering into pieces. Each breath felt impossible, like the air had been sucked out of the room—like his only source of oxygen had disappeared.

"I love you, Tang... I really love you..." Winny whispered, his voice breaking as tears filled his eyes. It hurt more than anything he'd ever felt, but there was nothing he could do now, nothing to fix the damage that had been done. His legs gave out beneath him, and he collapsed to the floor, his sobs echoing in the empty room. He cried for the love he had lost, for the chance he failed to take, and for the heartache that he knew would haunt him for the rest of his life.

To be continued~

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Hi author here❣️
Sorry if this chap is a little bit shorter, from now on I'm not going to update any chapter for a while bcs I was busy with many things but pls wait for me to come back okay🙌🏻🫶🏻 ty for reading my story .