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In class, still the same day,

"Satangggg... i'm really sorry for leaving you alone yesterday.. sorry" fourth try to persuade satang who is mad at him.

"Hmmph!" - satang

"How about.. I treat you your favourite ice cream?" this time Fourth try to persuade satang with his fav matcha ice cream.

"For a week?" - satang

"Bro- im not the child of Ceo holders" - fourth

" then..today and tomorrow?" - satang actually know that his only friend would never leave him behind alone without reason. So he already forgive fourth earlier.

But asking for an ice cream as a treat is not a big deal right?

"Okay, promise!" said fourth with a proud since he finally succeed to convinced satang that he did not leave him alone that night.

"Tang, did you already study about chemistry? We have a random test right today?"

"Shit! I forgot about it"

"It's okay, don't worry, I didn't study too and you're top student so you not going to fail"

"I hope so.."

"Good morning everyone! Today as I promised, we will have chemistry exam, please put your belongings on the back" - chem teacher.

The exam start, they have 2 hours to answer all the question.

Satang already open the paper for 1hour but he only can answer 35 questions out of 50 questions.

' 1 hours left, tick tock tick tock'

'Ouh, you're the failure today'

'Your parents will disappointed with you'

"Shut up.." satang said in slow voice with shutting his eyes. He need a moment to think but the voice.. killing him.

"Satang kittyphop, did you have any problems?" Ask chem teacher.

"No sir" - satang

"Okay, 20 minutes left" - chem teacher.

After the time is out, and all the paper exam is taking away by the teacher, satang excuse himself to go to the toilet.
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In toilet,

Satang lock the door and fall on his knees, he hand shaking and he feels so nauseous after the exam. He having a mental breakdown right now. He try to breath slowly and stabilise his breath but he can until..

Knock, knock,

"Hey tang, I bring your medicine" fourth voice is heard behind the door.

Fourth saw satang is not doing well in exam, he can predicted satang is not okay when he start running to go to the toilet so he follow him to give the medicine.

Satang only open the door in a small space to reach the medicine and water bottle from fourth hand. "Thankyou" and close the door back.

He didn't want fourth saw himself in this state, he hate it when people start look at him like he is fucking sick.

"Hey, are you okay? You want me to call dr jimmy?" Fourth ask in worried tone.

Satang taking his pill and reply to fourth
"No, thankyou.. I just need a few minutes then I'll come out"

"Okay, take a deep breath and take your time, tang " fourth didn't leave satang instead standing in front the door waiting patiently until satang came out.

he know how fourth will react on his condition right now. being someone that having mental illness is never easy. everyday, every moment, he tried to hide it with a smile, acting like nothing its going in his mind but its not easy to pretend to be fine every time. right?

after a few minutes, he finally came out.

"let's go, next class start in few minute" said satang and direct fourth to go first in front of him.

"are sure you okay?" ask fourth. he look straight to satang. oh god, he doesn't look so well.

"yes, 100 %" satang forced a smile, in order to made fourth worried regarding his situation right now goes away.

Fourth can't do anything. He can't just forced satang doing something he didnt want.
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After school,

Satang is all alone by himself because fourth have another things to settle at the school.

He walk straight without focusing on the road but instead he look down and his eyes just focus on his shoes.

Satang mind is completely shut down, he can't think or he don't want to think for a moment.

He walks, step by step, its feel so heavy to take another step so he stop, in the middle of the road without noticing the car on the way to crash him over.

PINGGGG!

Satang look up but his leg is froze. But, someone pull his hand over.

"WTF ARE YOU EVEN THINKING?!"

"Win, I- I just want to cross the road, that's all" satang still in shock because he actually really not realize that he stop in the middle of the road.

'What am I even thinking a while ago?' - satang

Winny feels like his heart just drop when he almost saw satang got crashed by the car. He really want to mad at satang right now but look at satang expression, he know its not the time.

"Why are you alone?" Ask winny with a soft tone. He controlled his emotion.

"Fourth have another things to do, so.. I walk home alone" - satang.

"Let's go, I send you home right now" winny hold satang hand and walk straight to his superbike. Satang did not opposed the idea he got send by winny.

Winny put an helmet on satang head. And now they ride the superbike together straight to satang home.

Satang wrapped his hand on winny waist and land his head on winny back. The warm, its feel so good.

Winny know satang is tired right now, so he let him be.

'What if I was late a few minute? What if I never think about going back to get my bag?' Winny overthinking while riding his bike.

To be continue~
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Hi, authors here.
So I wrote this chapter in my hectics week, so I don't get to think many ideas. I hope you guys still enjoy this chapter and I will try to settle another chapter faster than I could.

Sorry again if theres any bad grammar or misused or difficulty for u guys to understand🙏🏻

And thankyou for reading this story❣️

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