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Next day, - author time skipped

In class,

"Today, I going to give your marks for chemistry exam"  - chemistry teacher.

"Is that the exam that we forgot to study?" Ask fourth to satang who sit beside him.

"Yup, and shut up" Satang can't sit properly. He is nervous, scared and feels like throwing up right now. The hand that holding the pen, can be seen its shaking so badly.

But suddenly, someone behind him put a chocolate bar on his shoulder.

"Everything gonna be fine okay?" Said winny with smile.

Satang smile back and just take the chocolate bar. He closed his eye and take a deep breath,

'everything gonna be fine, everything gonna be fine' Satang repeatedly saying this in his head to relax until "Satang Kittiphop!" His name is finally got called by the teacher.

He gets up and walk straight to the teacher to get his paper back. He slowly takes a glance on the marks.. '89/100? Oh I fucked up'

The step he took to walk back to his desk, feels so heavy. It's doesn't feel right. Maybe teacher is the one that marks it wrong? Or am I getting stupid?

"Satang?" Someone calling satang name but satang can't heard him. All the things he can heard is his mind.

'I fucked up'

'How I'm going to tell dad'

'I- I want to run away'

'I should've done better'

"SATANG!" Satang finally wake up from his mind when Fourth screaming his name. Everyone look straight at them.

"Are you okay?" Ask fourth worry about satang.

"I- I'm okay. I need to go to toilet first" satang left the class, walk straight to the toilet.

How funny toilet is the only safe place for me. Oh lord, I'm tired facing all this shit. Help- me hiks.

Satang start crying in one of the toilet room. He can't stop his mind from overthinking, he can't stop his feelings from fear, he finally facing panic attacks. The breath already being uncontrolled and his body feels like it's gonna fell to the ground anytime soon. Suddenly,

"Tang, I saw you run away from class.. are you okay?" Winny standing outside the door.

Satang just keep quiet because he completely devastated right now, the panic attack made it hards for him to reply winny question.

There is no reply but he can heard that satang crying and his breath is messed. Winny worried so he pushed the toilet door harder and the door finally open.

He look straight at satang, he really not in a good state.

Winny hug satang tightly and said softly "hey, hey, take a deep breath okay? I'm here.. everything gonna be fine"

The warm, its feel so good. The smell, its smell like a lavender. Its made me feel.. someone is here to save me.

Satang passed out after 5 minutes they hug each other. Winny know that satang is gonna passed out again so he pick satang up like a bride style and walk straight to infirmary.

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In infirmary room,

Satang is sleep deeply on the bed while winny sitting on the side of the bed, patiently waiting for satang to wake up.

'Ouh god, I'm already stuck with this omega. I don't know what's going to happen if one day I need to leave him alone' - winny look straight at satang.

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