Just A Dare

09

Morning at winny home,

Satang wake up from his sleep when he heard an alarm from his phone.

"Fuck!" He shock when he saw winny is sleeping beside him on the bed then he remembers what happened yesterday night.

"Wait, why I was on the bed?! Didn't we do it on sofa last night?!" Satang said it so loud that he forgot winny was beside him.

"Urgh- I bring you to the bed yesterday and yup, I already clean you up. So go back to sleep kitty" said winny half awake.

"Fuck you kitty, who's your kitty!" Satang hit winny with a pillow. "Wake up! It's already 9 am!" Said satang to winny who's still cuddling his pillow.

"Today is Saturday, no class so let's just sleep pleaseee~ or- " winny pulled satang hand and pinned him down. "You want me to made you sleep again" winny whisper softly at satang ear, satang faced start blushing again.

"How cute" - winny

"Get off from me!" Satang pushed winny aside. "I need to go meet Phi mark today, so I going to leave first" said satang and try to get off from the bed.

" I will bring you there" - winny

"Why should you?" - Satang

"Then why not you try to walk right now?" - winny smirk.

"Huh?" Satang not understand what winny means until he try to take a step to bathroom. "Oh shit! It hurts so bad! Aii Win!"  Winny just giggled looking at satang.
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Author time skipped,

At hospital, in mark therapy room,

"NO! You not understand.. I'll do anything to be normal again" - satang

"Including try to kill yourself?" Ask mark in a cold toned.

"STOP! Just. stop. Until when you going to tell me that im suicidal? I'm. not." I denied mark statement. My anger no longer can be controlled.

"Until you act like someone who wants to live?" Mark responded to it, he need to see how Satang responds to it to ensure that Satang really not in a good condition right now.

"Ugh- I said im not suicidal!" Satang denied the fact he was suicidal.

'Yup, it's getting worse' - mark

His body start trembling, his heart feel so heavy right now. He really wants to smashes something right now.

He take a deep breath before he look straight to mark eyes and said " I- I can't afford to fall in that situation again..so- please stop saying i'm suicidal"

"You can't denied that you have the thought, you can't denied the facts that you said you're not suicidal but you also not saying that you want to live, satang" said mark in calm tone. He knows if he lost control right now it's only worsening the situation.

My brain is hurts trying to processing all the facts mark giving to me today, I didn't have suicidal thought anymore, not again.

"Did you even remember the night you standing infront the balcony look down without a fear? Or did you even remember the day where you cross over the road without looking around you?" Mark stating all the event that just happened in this few week that he assumed satang not remember it or not on his right mind when the event happen.

'How did he know?' - satang

"Ugh- fuck all of this!" Satang stormed out, left mark in anger alone in the therapists room.

He left with the denial of his state. He know he did not go into that state again. He never has any suicidal thought anymore, right?

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At outside, winny is chatting someone while waiting for satang in his car.