5 - SINNER

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"Strike!"

Cheers heard across the room, i have never felt so good in a while.

I feel so much better because of a stupid bowling game.

I sighed and looked at my friends "I think i'll sit this one for a bit."

Various responses was given to me, i needed a mental break for some reason. The sudden change of atmosphere and how people treated me suddenly made me feel a lot.

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Has public bathrooms ever this clean? Gosh! makes me feel so uneasy.

"Hey."

I turned and saw Iwa-chan.

I couldn't read his expression that easily, i felt awkward for some reason. I didn't know why.

"Iwa-chan!!" I ran up to him and gave him a side hug, the best i could give after all of this fucked up and mixed up things i've been experiencing.

"Why.." Pause.

"Why are you acting like we've never been friends since we were kids?" Iwazumi looked at me at an expression i hardly ever received from him.

Have i done something to upset him?

"No, really!" He changed his stance, he was much frustrated.

"Oikawa. You're not good on hiding shit when you're experiencing something!" He walked to me closer, i backed up.

What is this? why is he acting like this is such a big deal. They never cared, so why now..

"All those days you worked harder than usual, fuck! you've been looking like you spawned and escaped from the grave you were buried in!" Tears, tears was threatening to escape.

I saw Iwa-chan massage his temples and sat on the vanity area. "My girlfriend saw you throw away the food i bought specifically for you. If you didn't wanna eat it then you should've just gave it back."

"Your grandma talked to me too! you're suddenly all tensed up and yelling at them with shit they were confused with. You're so confusing sometimes!" Iwazumi never yelled at me this much.

Should i really say something?

I wanna say something.

I was already crying, i hate confrontations so much. Specially in public places.

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Slap!

An echo heard across the bathroom.

"Fuck you Iwazumi! Fuck all of you!" Iwazumi was shocked. Oikawa never called him by his name, ever!

It was either a corny-ass nickname or the usual. 'Iwa-chan'

"Do you know how suffocating it feels?" His tears falling out more, "To feel like you never have friends beside you!"

"I should be asking you that."

"Are we still friends, Iwazumi?"

"Because, there's no fucking way it feels like it." Iwazumi was ready to say something but Oikawa cut him short.

"Do you know how shocked and hurt i was? look, i'm so happy you got yourself a girlfriend. It hurts so much though!"

"I WAS THE LAST ONE TO KNOW."

"Do you know how hurt i was? When Maki lied that you told them face-to-face, But turns out you told them in a group chat i was never in!"

His breaths were running short. They both felt like the whole team was eavesdropping on them.

"Fuck all of you." Oikawa's eyes was red with the dozen of tears rolling down.

"Fuck all of you for not including me into shit you guys have been going to."

"This never would've happened if your girlfriend never invited me."

Iwazumi looked confused at him, he was hurt. Everyone was.

Oikawa dashed out the bathroom and saw everyone looking at him.

He was ready to go home.

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beiz: ttc reference js thrown out there 🥸

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