Eyes thrown at me, with concern and disgust once again.
I never planned to enter the school ground ever since the incident, but i unfortunately had to for my grades and for my future, and for the sake of my parent's feelings.
I never had the courage to talk to anyone i knew and talked to way back, and now i've been starting to talk to people that i never batted my eye to.
Because God knows, once i make up with Iwazumi. I'll go right back to them.
Iwazumi
Nicknamed cleared.
Iwazumi: talk to us oikawa.
Iwazumi: you can't literally ignore us all this time. i'm sorry.
Iwazumi: my girlfriend was never the one who invited you
Iwazumi: i did, okay!
Iwazumi: im a coward for not treating you like how we were before, im a coward for turning my back against you.
Iwazumi: im sorry oikawa, i hope we can talk about this again.
Iwazumi: properly this time
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In the midst of all of this, i was the coward one.
I lashed out and took the risk of punching our relationship over something i've felt only for once.
I didn't consider the relationship i had with Iwazumi when we were kids, when we laughed all the time and had fun together.
Instead, i decided to focus on what made ME upset without thinking about what will happen with our friendship, how it'll end, and how it'll happen.
But i can't help it!
Why was everyone so nice to each other but me? have i done something so bad for them to treat me like someone who only has a title and not the value of a true friend?
I was just the leader of the team in their eyes, but they were my friends in mine.
I don't know what to think anymore.
Did i like Iwazumi because he was himself? or did i start liking him because he was the only one there for me when i needed someone the most?
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Oikawa's figure was like a drunken man that went through generational debt with other people.
He started talking to new people but he knew he would forget about them the next day.
No one from his team went up his space and confronted about him, all they was stare in such a face he couldn't tell.
Oikawa didn't know how to make up with everyone, and everything in general. He knew that once practice hit, he had to attend or else he's out of the team.
Volleyball was his dream! he didn't wanna risk letting go because of people he hurt with his own actions and words, he really wanted to show people on who he is and what he's capable of!
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Practice was like a graveyard at night.
Everyone was gloomy as ever and didn't put their best at all, even the assistant and the coach knew but couldn't exactly pinpoint why.
Did they go out and went drunk until they pass out? did they all fight with each other one by one? did they do drugs?? their coach prayed and hoped they didn't.
Practice was halted, which made Oikawa go to his own space. He didn't know why he was taking such an effect over it.
He kept thinking until something cold hit his face, it was Iwazumi holding a canned drink.
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beiz: writing this while reading to audio porn is such a godly combination lol ;p
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NOT NORMAL, IWAOI.
Fanfiction🎥: Haikyuu!! He was not normal. God! why would he think he was? it's a sin. A sin to love a man whilst being one. He didn't want to sin, God no! Suppressing all his feelings until 3rd year was hell. He even fell in love during his high school day...
