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he... thinks he loves me..?
lee minho? i never thought i'd hear those words come out of his mouth in my life. i shook it off, assuming he had just been spouting nonsense since he was tired. i wonder what time he went to sleep last night. i patted his head and let him sleep until our stop had arrived.

MINHO'S POINT OF VIEW

i woke up to y/n softly tapping the other side of my head, looking at me endearingly.
"we're here," she smiled warmly, playing with a lock of my hair.
we got up, thanked the bus driver and got off the bus. did i really take a whole 30 minute nap on y/n's shoulder? i got a fairly decent amount of sleep last night, yet i still felt tired. i hope i didn't say anything stupid.
i walked home, saying goodbye to y/n as i approached my front door. finally, i can rest. i couldn't stop thinking about the way she played with my hair. it was such a small gesture, yet it meant way more to me. her touch felt special. it made my heart thump faster.
my homework had been relatively easy. my math teacher announced a project today. we start tomorrow, so i'm not too stressed. i need to get in the habit of doing my homework during school.
y/n tends to do that, however i'm not sure how. she sleeps during every class, even gym class. hyunjin had taken a photo of her and posted it on his story. she held a basketball and was laying on her friends' laps. i liked the story
after finishing my homework, eating dinner, taking a shower, and doing what i usually do after school, i received a text. it was from y/n.

y/nniee💕: guess what u told me on the bus today half asleep ㅋㅋㅋ
minho: please forgive anything i said..ㅠㅠ i didn't mean it
y/nnie💕: "y/n-ssiii.. i love you" ㅋㅋㅋ
minho: did i really say that?!
y/nnie💕: it's okayyy lino ahh~
minho: ugh.. i'm embarrassed ㅠㅠ
y/nnie💕: don't be embarrassed it's okay! we all say stuff we don't mean ㅎㅎ
minho: yeah i didn't mean it..

           honestly, i did mean it. i mean.. i didn't plan on telling her this early, i guess it kind of slipped out because i was so tired. why did i even tell her i loved her? my memory must be getting worse.. i don't remember ever telling her that. i really hope she didn't take it the wrong way. well, if she felt the same way, i hope she took it the wrong way. gosh, crushes are so weird.
i just hope she feels the same way about me. although, i doubt it. y/n wouldn't like a boy like me. it's hard to get a girl like her to like someone in general.
it's better for me to stop thinking about it. it's driving me crazy.

Y/N'S POINT OF VIEW
i've been thinking about the situation recently. i know it was probably nothing, but lately i've been feeling some sort of way about minho. i mean, it's new for me to be friends with a boy.
well, not really. i've had a boy best friend in sixth grade up until my freshman year, but he moved. i wonder when i'm going to see him again. although, he was kind of weird. he began acting weird to me by the end of the eighth grade. i shook it off as a part of maturing, though.
it was getting late, so i took a shower and brushed my teeth. i applied my face mask and scrolled on instagram for a bit. hyunjin had posted a story a day ago.
"stupid y/n falling asleep with the ball ㅋㅋㅋ" the post read, a picture of me sleeping on chaemoo and sunju's lap, hugging a basketball.
the story got over millions of views. gosh, that's so embarrassing. the other day, minho texted me saying, "so ur sleeping even in gym class? y/nnie gets 23 hours of sleep a day ㅋㅋㅋ"
i guess people in school know that i sleep a lot, even the teachers. it's weird how they let me be, though.
          hey wait, what makes hyunjin think he has permission to post my picture without permission?!

y/n: yah! i didn't give u permission to post this!
hyunjin: mmmm stupid y/n-ssi~
y/n: ugh i'm getting stressed out ㅠㅠ
          i had forgotten to do my homework. it was already 11:43 P.M. i was about to go to bed, then remembered. i felt so tired, i really didn't want to get up and do my homework at this hour. my tired brain decided, "do your homework on the bus."
          and with that, i prayed to the Lord, slipped my sleeping mask on, kissed my cats goodnight, and fell asleep, after setting my alarm for 7:30 A.M.

          i woke up the next morning to my alarm again. damn it. time is so cruel.
          my cats screeched as the alarm went off. i slowly turned it off and climbed out of bed. every morning i get up around the same time, yet today im extra tired. although, everyday i seem to feel more tired than the previous morning. i guess minho was right about the my sleep schedule.
         upon opening my closet and checking the weather, i had absolutely nothing. all of my jackets, hoodies, and sweaters have completely vanished off somewhere. assuming the maid had washed all of them, i picked out a tight, black, long sleeved shirt. to match, i wore a pair of grey and black oversized cargo pants. the shoes of choice today, happened to be bulky white, grey, and brown sneakers.
          the weather app said it was 25 degrees fahrenheit outside. what the hell..? gosh, weather can be so bipolar sometimes. i guess i'll be freezing my ass off today. eh, i'll be fine.
          as i opened the door, instant regret hit the deepest part of my soul. damn it. i should've at least gotten gloves. i sucked it up and went to the bus stop.
          the bus came 5 minutes later and i swiped my card. i took my seat in the back of the bus as usual, minho taking the seat next to me.
          "y/n-ssi, are you cold?" minho looked over at me, grabbing my freezing hand. he smirked, taking off his black hoodie.
          "no i really can't! you're gonna be cold-"
          "y/nnie, take the hoodie. i'll be fine as long as you're fine~" he teased, ruffling my hair. damn it. every time, lee minho.
          underneath his shirt, he had a large white shirt. i pulled the hoodie over my head and over my body, adjusting the size. the hoodie looked perfectly oversized on me.
          "thank you minho! you're the best~" i smiled happily, getting up to get off the bus.
          we walked together to our first period, being language arts. i hate language arts. but then again, i hate every subject in school.
i took my seat as usual, resting my head on my desk, lazily doing my schoolwork. i finished the work in about 30 minutes, so i spent the rest of the period sleeping, which was typical.
suddenly, i remembered a project assigned for second period. fuck.. i guess i can't sleep that period. it's whatever, though. my friend told me it was a two person project, so it would at least be a little bit fun.
let's just see who i get paired with.

a/n: ㅋㅋㅋ i'm just putting all the cliches into this story😭😭 y/n loves her sleeping ㅎㅎㅎ everyone can relate to y/n! i hope u guys ate and drank well today! enjoy the rest of ur day! i'm kind of running out of ideas. someone give me advice on how to writeㅠㅠ

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