breaking rules | Hwang Hyunjin

chapter 10

"Y/n" chan walked in the room with a drink in his hands,probably for your hangover

"You'll feel better" he sat down beside you,and gave you a tight hug before walking outside the room

"What's with him" you said as he closed the door

Your head was spinning,you decided to take a shower before going out,your body relaxed a little after the shower,you felt stinging pain of the hot water,that you were used to by now

You stood infront of the mirror

My body sucks

You hopped into a hoodie and sweatpants

Covering your neck scars from makeup

How can i ever forget,when I have to see this daily

You left everything behind and moved on but you also left me broken

How could you?

You came out of the bathroom,hyunjin was sitting on your bed,his eyes were swollen

"Yah hyunjin,what's with you eyes"

He looked up at you with his baby eyes

"Chan hyung knows"

That's why he was acting weird a while ago

"Oh"

"You started talking about it when you were drunk,I told him everything after you fell asleep,I know you didn't want to tell ever-" you cut him off as you covered his mouth,he was crying again,he had felt guilty about every little thing in the past,you can't let him take that shit everytime,when it's not even his fault

"I told you before also,it's okay if he knows"

"But still,I should've talked to you before"

"No,it's okay,I mean it,hyunjin it's not your fault here and you didn't do anything wrong by telling him or anyone to be honest,this is my family hyunjin,it's okay"

You hugged him tightly,after a while you pulled out of the hug,you held his cheeks and stared at him for a while you went near him,placing a kiss on his forehead "I'll go and make us breakfast"

Hyunjin sat there staring at the wall,after a while he decided to take a shower

The bathroom walls and mirrors were steamy

He sat on the floor of the washroom for a while and then finally turned on the tap,hot water running down his body,he placed his hands on the wall,he wanted to scream in pain,tears dropping down his face

"How bad it was that you started doing this to yourself" he whispered under his breath

"I can't just watch you doing this to yourself y/n"

He came out of the room after a while,everyone else was gone by now

"I need to talk to you"