breaking rules | Hwang Hyunjin

chapter 22

Why me?

Everytime i like someone they drift apart

Why me

I can afford not being with felix

But somehow

Loosing y/n is something I can't go through with

Why did I let myself catch feelings

Why did I even asked her to kiss me that night

Why did I?

You

"Where's hyunjin" you asked as you walked towards the boys

"He went out without saying anything" taemin said

You paid for the groceries and walked towards the car

"Why isn't he here?" You said to yourself

You tried to call him but he wasn't picking up

Why would he leave without his car

You tried to go everywhere but couldn't find him

You passed by every cafe nearby

He was nowhere

"Oh" you exclaimed as you remembered hyunjin had his location shared with you

You opened his contacts and looked up for him amd followed the directions

You ended up standing right in front of an alley

You remembered this alley vividly

Flashback

"Hyunjin please don't push me"

"I'm not" the boy said while pushing you more

"Walk straight jinnie" you glared at him

"Y/n you're cute"

"Buy me an ice cream then"

"Not that cute"

"You've been having so many girls around now,I think you're forgetting me,not buying me an ice-cream is the first step of loosing interest in our friendship" you pouted

"I can never,nor I'm letting you forget me"

"How can I believe that?"

Hyunjin removed his locket from his neck and tried to give it to you

"But it's your mom's last memory and I know how much it means to you,I can't take that,I believe you ok but don't do stupid stuff"

"It means alot to me but so do you,I'm not leaving your side so this locket isn't going away from me"

"Ever"

Hyunjin smiled and made you wear that locket

End of flashback

You stood there as you placed your hand on your neck,you never removed that locket

What is he doing here

You walked in the alley

You soon saw a shadow figure

You walked closer

"Hyunjin?"

He turned around

"Why are you here? And you weren't even picking up my calls,you scared me"

You ran towards him and hugged him tightly but he didn't respond to your hug

"Let's end this y/n"

"What?"

"I think I'm moved on from felix and I guess we're successful in making taemin jealous aswell,there's no reason for us to keep doing this now"

Yeah ofcourse there is no reason for you to keep dating me now

"I guess we should get back to just being friends again"

Just friends?

We're best friends hyunjin

"You mean best friends" you said trying to hold back your tears

"It doesn't matter,does it?"

His words stabbed you like a knife in chest,Him not returning your feelings was fine for you but him calling you just a friend hurt you more

How can I convince you to stay?

you wanted to yell at him,how could he be so rude?how could he be so emotionless?but you couldn't say anything,your weren't able to,your throat was choking,you body felt weak,you wanted to cry,you wanted to scream

But it's not really your place to do so

Wasn't this your deal?

You did this just help each other

Its your fault you caught feelings

"Let's get back to the apartment,the boys will be there anytime soon"

"Yeah" you mumbled

"What do we tell them? You asked hyunjin

"I'm not in a position to explain everyone things so I guess Let's just not tell them for now"

I tell chan everything

"You can tell chan if you want,I already told him about the fake dating thing,accidentally"

"Oh okay" You mumbled in low voice as both of you walked towards the car

Hyunjin

The corner of his eyes were filled with tears,his heart was beating fast

She didn't even try to say anything

I'm stupid to think that she cares

Ofcourse she doesn't

She didn't even ask me why

"Just slap me and kiss me y/n,tell me I'm yours" he wanted to say but the words got stuck in his mind

He just couldn't say it

He just couldn't

A/n : sorry for the short chapter :(