breaking rules | Hwang Hyunjin

chapter 9

This chapter have mentions of SA and SELF HARM
Please skip it if you're get uncomfortable or triggered by these topics
Loveyouall
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1:07 --◦---- -4:05

"Y/n are you ok?" Minho said as soon as you came in,hyunjin dropped you on the couch and others surrounded you

"I'm fine,just a little stage pressure i guess" you lied,hyunjin gave you a look but you squeezed his hands,to make him not say anything here

"I'll prepare the table,let's eat now"minho said walking towards the kitchen

"We'll talk about this later" hyunjin whispered to you

He picked you up in his arms suddenly,you just stared at him in shock

You all sat down around the table,hyunjin picked a small pillow to keep your injured foot on it

Why does he care so much?

"Let's dig in" chan said as he picked up the chopstick

"Waah minho hyung,this is yummy" jisung praised his boyfriend as others nodded and exclaimed in agreement

Chan bought soju to celebrate

"To love we got from everyone" minho said as the glasses clinked together

After a while everyone was almost wasted,you decided to drink the last bottle all by yourself,that pushed you over the edge

You tend to overshare when you're drunk

Everyone went to sleep,it was just chan you and hyunjin in the living room,they both didn't drink much as hyunjin had to drive chan to the studio,he had some work to do,even though everyone tried to convince him to take a break,but it's chan,no one can actually stop him

They tried to make you stop drinking but it didn't really helped,you just kept pushing them away

After a while you just sat there,staring blankly at the wall,hyunjin and chan on either of your sides

"I can't forget his filthy touch" You started,hyunjin tried to calm you down,as no one really knew about anything beside him,you didn't want to tell them anything

Chan just sat there in confusion,what were you talking about?
Chan looked at hyunjin and gave him a
"what is she talking about" look but he didn't get any reply

"What are you talking about y/n" chan asked

"Chanyeol" you started "how do i forget everything he did to me?,I tried everything to forget about it,I feel trapped in this body,I don't feel like its my own body,I feel uncomfortable in my own skin,I feel his hands all over me,how do I live with this" you cried as chan hugged you,he was like your big brother,his hug comforted you in a different way,a father figure

Chan looked at hyunjin who was already in tears,hyunjin folded his legs and rested his head on his knees

Chan patted your head and swinged you a little, like a toddler,you fell asleep in his arms,hyunjin picked you up and made you sleep on the bed,leaving the room and shutting the door he turned around,chan was standing there,his eyes were teary,he needed an explanation