Love Games

Nineteen: Get to know my true colours

When we break the kiss, I look at him. 

And I make the move I always make, I turn and walk away, quickly. 

Without a word, without an explanation, we leave the bar and I walk to the block of flats.

It's too much. It's too much even for me.

But Jack doesn't give up, he walks behind me, I can feel him walking behind me. 

Every step, every breath.

As I unlock the door to the house and walk up the stairs to Emma's flat, he catches me outside Emma's flat.

He finds my lips and lifts me up and presses me against the front door of the flat.

I moan.

My head is a whirlwind.

He can't play like this, he can't mess with my life. I want answers, I want answers to everything.

I break the kiss.

"Come. "I say. 

As he sets me down on the floor. 

I know he expects more, but in exchange for answers.

When I enter the flat, I check first to see if Emma is home. 

I look in the bathroom, then up to her room. 

We're all alone. 

I take him to his room and lock the door.

It's now or never.

The torture is about to begin.

"So, Jack. I want answers. "I say and push him onto the bed.

If he plays dirty, I'll play dirty.

" What are you interested in? "He says, trying to get up. I push him back.

" Lie down. I won't hurt you, if you give me what I want, I'll give you what you want. Whatever you want.  " I say and smile.

I undress so that I am standing in front of him in my underwear.

He licks his lips.

I want to plant my pussy on his face. 

But there will be time.

There is confusion in my head. 

I don't know if it's his perfume, all the energy between us.

"Admit it, was the blind date really a game? To get to me. " I say, looking at him.

" I admit that if you had really seen who he was, believe me, you would have picked yourself up in the first minute. "He says and I know he is telling the truth.

 At least I hope so. 

I don't know how to trust him.

" So you're admitting that Mario is really your right-hand man and not the waiter? " I reply.

" Yes. " he says and I take off my bra.

He licks his lips and wants to grab me. But I don't give in.

" I have a few more questions. " I answer.

" Ask. " He looks at me with a frown. 

The bulge in his trousers looks painful. 

But... he answers first, then relaxes.

" Why did I come to your estate today? Yes, a deal for some business, but you could have easily told me that otherwise. "I say, looking at him.