Opposites Attract (Bilyoncé)

"My Wildest Dreams"

Billie's P.OV.

"Oh my fucking god!", I exclaimed the next morning. After seeing that my crazy ass actually DM'ed Beyoncé.....The audacity I gain when I'm hyped up off of sativa should be studied.

Fortunately, she was nice to me. I read through our messages and couldn't believe that she gave me attention. Not that I ever thought she was a mean bitch or anything. I met her for the first time when I was about sixteen at the first Grammy awards I ever attended. She hugged me and gave me some encouraging words. I can still remember her scent. She smelled like a tropical breeze on a warm summer's night....And her boobs felt so soft pressed again mine!

I've always had a crush on Beyoncé. When I was eleven and she was sixteen, I had posters of her all over my bedroom wall. I begged my dad to buy me tickets to her first tour, I cussed out some of my hating ass middle school peers when they claimed she "wasn't all that", and I daydreamed about kissing her. I was always in my head when it came to my infatuation with Beyoncé. And nothing has really changed.

But by the time I became old enough to pursue her, I was in a rocky , on again, off again relationship with Ariana Grande. When we first started dating I was seventeen and she was nineteen. We were always arguing and sometimes physically fought each other. The physical stuff would happen when we were high or drunk. Let's not even discuss the fact that we shouldn't have  been drinking or doing drugs in the first place.

When I was eighteen, we broke up for like six months and I became a hoe! Paparazzi just loved taking pictures of me leaving hotels with multiple women. But I found out that those women couldn't make my feelings for Ariana disappear. So I asked if we could get back together. She said yes, but we were still very unhealthy for each other. We broke up for good last year.

So even when I became single, I figured trying to pursue Beyoncé would be a bad idea due to my publicized toxic relationship with Ariana and also my "hoe" phase. Then there was also the fact that I had already heard rumors about her being Megan Thee Stallion's girlfriend. I already knew they were together before their relationship was exposed to the world due to that incident between them at the club. I was crushed when I heard they were together. But I was happy as fuck when I found out they broke up!

Now, let's go back to the previous night when my high ass got pulled over, arrested and charged with a DWI. Luckily, I only got my license suspended and I had to pay a fine. My brother, Finneas, was furious. Mostly because I had put my life in danger. I'm still grateful he bailed my ass out though. My bestie/ big bro always comes through for me. Even when I'm on some bullshit.

I had Finneas drop me off at my friend Reneé Rapp's house, who's also a singer. I spent the night over there because I just didn't want to be alone. She was exhausted from being in the studio all day so she fell asleep. When she did, I came up with the bright idea to message Beyoncé on Instagram. Honestly, I didn't expect her to respond. But when she did, I didn't hesitate to randomly ask her to be my girlfriend....which was ridiculous!

"That was some bold ass shit!", Reneé exclaimed when I showed her the messages between us the next day.

"I can't believe I did that. Should I apologize to her?" I asked Reneé.

"I mean, obviously she wasn't offended since she gave you her number and said you could continue to text her. So apologizing isn't necessary, baby", Reneé said as we watched cartoons and ate Froot Loops like two big ass kids.

"Do you think she'll go to Kehlani's album release party with me next month?", I asked.

"I don't know, this is Beyoncé we're talking about. Just don't get your hopes up but stay positive at the same time I guess", Reneé replied.

I was trying not to text Beyoncé first thing in the morning like some desperate stalker. But when it came down to her, I was definitely a desperate stalker. I had killed enough time after showering, eating breakfast and watching shows with Reneé that were popular when we were kids. It was time to make my move...but it was harder to be bold without the influence of sativa. But I tried it anyhow....

Billie: "Good morning...Wait, is it morning in Houston? 🤔"

Beyoncé: "Well it's actually noon to be exact. What time is it in LA?"

Billie: "10:01 am. I'm surprised you texted me back so quickly. Must mean you're really into me. 😏"

Beyoncé: "Calm your hormones down, kid! 😂 I was on the phone with my pilot and noticed your text when it popped up. Rihanna and I are waiting for him to come fly us out to The Bahamas. 🛫"

Billie: "Oh you're leaving today? That's so fucking cool. Wish I could come with you and Rihanna. 🥺"

Beyoncé: "Maybe next time. I'm definitely going to start making time to travel for fun and not just for work. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?"

Billie: "To Beyoncé's bedroom! (My answer when I was asked this in 7th grade). 💀

Beyoncé: "Bad as fuck! 😭😂 "

Billie: "See, just like my teacher your mind went straight to the gutter. 🙄 I was saying I wanted to go to your bedroom for a slumber party. 😇"

Beyoncé: "Girl, bye! 😂 Anyway, seriously....besides my bedroom for a 'slumber party' , where would you want to go?"

Billie: "To a private island actually. With good food, good music, strong drinks and a pretty lady to lay underneath. And her name has to be Beyoncé. 🤗"

Beyoncé: "Here you go....🤦🏽‍♀😂 But that does sound relaxing and comforting."

Billie: "Heavy on the comforting part. Sometimes being comforted is all I want."

Beyoncé: "Not to be in your business, but what happened between you and Ariana Grande?"

Billie: "We broke up, again...🙄 As everybody saw, we got into a big fight at a friend's birthday party. She got mad because this girl was flirting with me but I wasn't even flirting back! I was drunk as fuck and when I'm drunk I'll admit I'm overly dramatic and temperamental. So I ended up calling her a bunch of names that I didn't mean to call her which made her start pushing and hitting me. But when I hit her back I was the one looked at as the bad guy. Smh..."

Beyoncé: "I think it's because she was hitting you in a prissy little girl way and you punched her like you were a grown ass man and made her nose bleed! 😭 (Not saying she wasn't wrong for putting her hands on you first though)."

Billie: "My dad taught me how to box when I was like ten. 😭  But anyway, her mom and my mom both told us we needed to separate for good. She's been through therapy and she's healing from a lot of shit. We actually talked a few days ago and she suggested that I see the therapist she's seeing."

Beyoncé: "So why are you not doing it? 👀"

Billie: "I hate sharing my emotions, talking about my trauma and crying and shit."

Beyoncé: "But you're actually sharing a lot with me. Why is it easier to open up to me but not to a therapist?"

Billie: "Because I like you..."

Beyoncé: "The way you just shut me up and melted my heart is sickening....😩"

Billie: "Lol. That's a good thing in my opinion. But maybe I'll do the therapy stuff while I'm on break."

Beyoncé: "My pilot is here. We're getting ready to fly out. Can I text you back once we land?"

Billie: "Please do. 😊"

Beyoncé: "I will.☺"

I let Reneé read the messages between us and we squealed like little high school girls....

"What if she actually gets with you?! That would be so fucking hot!", Reneé exclaimed with a cheeky smile.

"Girl....only in my wildest dreams....."