Twilight But Better, But Gay

IX

I hadn't heard from Rosalie in a while, but I wasn't worried. I know she was dealing with whatever was going on with Bella so it was ok, besides I know she can protect herself. Lately, I have been checking on the fetus, that's right it's a fetus. I needed to know that if it was born would it be a baby vamp, or could it continue to grow? This is why I'm testing. So far it shows no signs of staying a baby, with its rapid growth. I feed it blood and food through a feeding tube, I have no idea if it would be able to survive in a vampire. Or if a vampire would be able to survive with it because of how much it eats. Heidi and Demetri have watched over the fetus for me, feeding and almost bonding with it, which is cute. 

I know they aren't mates or have no attraction to each other, both are gay. But I find it cute, seeing them still love this monster child. I know it's a monster, but how big of a monster will it be? I mean it's eating food, so I assume that there is still some human in it. Which could have come from the egg, and my tests could have been wrong, that happens in science. This was something new to all of us, so every day we learned something new about it. 
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Journal Entry- 1
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The baby seemed ready to come out but I was still monitoring it. I didn't wanna take it out soon, because who knew if it would live, we still didn't know if it would. My Moms built a room just for the baby, metal doors that if we had to we could lock the child away. I had a feeling in my dead heart that we wouldn't need to do that, that it-she would be ok. I will continue monitoring her, I knew Heidi was excited but nervous. They knew if she couldn't continue growing and stayed as a baby who just ate human blood we had to kill her, which is something none of us wanted to do but were prepared for. 
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Journal Entry- 2
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The baby, she's ready. It's only been two days since my last entry. We are pulling her out of the testing tube, she has fully grown and is growing more. We are monitoring her outside of the tube, seeing how she eats. Has a heartbeat and is warm, good signs of human in her.
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Journal Entry- 3
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It's been only four days, the baby has now grown to the size of a five-year-old. She is growing at a rapid pace, we will continue monitoring her, we do not know if this means she will age fast. She can eat human food or drink blood, we are giving her both. Name is Elizabeth Fall Volturi.
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Journal Entry- 4
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Been two months since I wrote in this journal, Elizabeth has stopped growing at what would be an eighteen-year-old. Her hair grows and so do her fingernails, will monitor if any grey hairs come or if she starts getting older. So far no signs seem to be both human and vampire. 
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Just a few days after my last entry we got a note from a friend of the Volturi, I had met him a few times but not enough to remember his name. We learned that the Cullens have made an immortal child, so we were planning on meeting with them. Was war an option? Yes, yes it was. I didn't think they were stupid enough to break a large law, but it seems they are. Mom had sent a letter, that in two weeks would we show up. That we would be talking to them, getting to the bottom of it. I assumed Alice already had a vision, something that would show us at war. So we knew the letter would mean nothing but we sent it anyway. 

We already sent Bella a necklace to congratulate her on her being changed, since they had let them know. I guess it was so quick to turn on us and the laws. I wasn't sure what to make of it, my mind would wander to the vision I had about the war, about the blurry face. I knew I might meet my mate at this greeting, that's one way to put it. But I wasn't sure I was ready, how can I be ready? It's supposed to be fate, you aren't supposed to know it was going to happen but I did. I learned so quickly before I was a vampire I knew I would find my mate. Where, how I was going to meet her while she hated me, hated us. Who is to say she is going to accept it? What if she doesn't and we both just die because of that? 

I was going to figure it out, no matter what.
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A week before everything was happening, we learned that the Cullens were gathering up an army. Something we knew beforehand, but we also learned following them. The guards followed someone who was going to join them and told them that he wasn't though they had overheard him. Telling them that he wanted to take down the Volturi, we learned of everyone who was joining. We got every guard to come back, they would be joining us and some of the close members of the Volturi also joined. It was safer than dying on the side of the Cullens. 

I learned that Rosalie was no longer talking to me because she knew that I had a connection with the Volturi. Since they were my sire, so she didn't want to put me in the middle of it. Though I don't want her hurt I am only on one side. That's with my Moms and the law. Mama has taught me how to fight, I knew how to already but she wants me to be safe. I could still shift and had all of my powers, I also gave my Moms the power of mental shield so they could block from Edward. I knew that was going to piss him off, and I liked that. I still didn't like him, I don't think I ever was. The visions have gotten stronger, I see more of the fight, the two options. If we fight I don't see the outcome, but I see us fighting. If we don't fight I see us just talking, learning. Do I know about what? No, not yet. I keep trying to replay it, to learn something but there's nothing for me to learn. 
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Mom doesn't want me to go, which is unacceptable. I already told her I was going, because I could become whatever I wanted. I would be safe, and I needed to make sure they were safe. The vampires on our side, I met one that could blind everyone which was a good power to have. I had a plan to become a bug and touch every new person and take their powers, well not take but learn. I would be a fast bug so it would be hard for them to kill me, though with how serious everything would be I doubt they would try. Because that would just be funny to watch. 

Mama said I could go, so they keep "arguing" about it, but no matter what I am going. I think they know that, but like to argue. They just don't want the princess to die, which would never happen. I think they need to see me as more than their daughter right now because I'm not fragile anymore. I will be able to protect myself. 

"Ok stop arguing about this! I am going, ok? You can't stop me, I will follow, I will fly myself there. I love you both, but I'm not a fragile human anymore. I am the strongest vampire out there and you both know that I can harness every power a vampire can have. You need to trust me, I will be ok. You need me there." They looked at me and sighed. "Fine, but I swear if you get hurt I will kill you myself." "Mom you won't do that, you love me too much." They came over and hugged me, and I hugged them back, I know they're scared for me, but I will be ok. They're more worried about me than themselves, which I know they're older and Athendora knows how to fight since she was in wars, but gosh.