"Men are meant to be admired from a distance only, The more you get close to them, the more they tend to hurt you" the motto I had set in my mind & the motto that plays through my mind everytime my friends tell me about their issues with their boyfriend. Same happened this morning, I was lazily walking towards my class while Mili was ranting about her boyfriend deeds, She's my friend since we were in Nursery. She has just started dating too, though I think It's a bit early to date.
Keeping my personal choice aside, if that makes her happy, I'm happy too, but most of the time I see is her crying over her dumbass boyfriend & it clealry makes me want to kill her boyfriend.
Apart from this, I have seen few of my classmates too who are just dating cause everyone does & somehow i once heard a group of boys discussing how they are taking advantages of naive girls with a fake 'I Love You" .
No wonder I started cringing on this love expression. Love for me is sleeping in this cold morning & not coming to school at 6 am on a freezing Wednesday just because I will get to see my so called boyfriend.
"Aghhhhhhh " my annoyed voice came out cutting mili's daily boyfriend rants as i saw someone else sitting on that bench beside the window, where I use to sit everyday. To be honest the thing I love the most about this classroom is that seat beside the window. And The fact that the girl who sat there was Nia, someone I truly hate is cherry on the cake.
You know those girls who cringe you out, who's tone changes while talking to a guy, who acts kind in front of guys but is totally opposite in their absence, she is the perfect example. She was the daughter of our Physics Teacher and would always tell her mum about the class affairs just to look good in her mother's eyes.
For the peace of my mind, I politely asked her to leave that seat since we have our fixed seats in the class, but she replied "I can sit wherever I want to, just fuck off " and rolled her eyes which I wanted to bawl out but i controlled, I was about to burst out Just then some guys of our class asked teasingly why I am giving away the window seat that I love to my death (not knowing what's going on here) and to seem kind before them, Nia responded "No, No, I just thought Y/n is absent so I sat here. Y/n, You can sit here, I know you love this seat, I will sit somewhere else, Sorry to confuse you." I heard the boys whispering 'she's so kind'.
Kind My Ass!
Dumb guys ,, but thanks to those dumbos I got my seat.
The window falls on the corridor side, so I can see students & staffs crossing, which I love doing when classes are boring, also when its a lazy winter morning. The boys washroom was two-three classrooms away from my class, so most of the times during lunch breaks or between two classes,the corridor of my classroom gets filled with boys.
So while passing, someone just slammed the window from outside, I dont know if it was accidently or to annoy me, but it felt intentional so I was pissed and Iangrily opened the window with a heavy blow and IT HIT SOMEONE, everyone's eyes were on the window, I just prayed that he/she is okay, I peeked from the window, A tall guy was there (thank god he was tall, otherwise the glass of the window would have hit him), rubbing his hand on his forehead, his friend side eyeing me as if he's cursing me inside while asking him if he's okay.
I said Sorry to him panicking & explained why I opened the window without checking, he didn't said much, just nodded and went ahead. I felt sorry yet lucky that he let it pass so easily. I couldn't saw his face properly since his hand was on his face, I only saw his hair which had a light shade of brown mixed with black and it was messy, not to lie messy hairs are one of my weaknesses .
But seeing his maroon blazer I knew he's my senior . (Since my school had sweaters upto standard 10 & blazers for 11 &12 in winter uniform).
Mili beside me laughed at my dumbness, She said One day i am gonna end up killing someone with my this anger issue, I was quite introvert ,though I have spent my whole childhood with this class, there are very few peeps in the class whom I opened up to, I always had that serious face as if I am on my edge on not trusting anyone, but it was not like that.
The serious face was a habit of mine, to me that was my normal expression. My friends always use to say that I laugh/smile as I have limited laugh in lifetime, so sometimes my not so smiling face make people think that i am angry or something.
That whole day I don't know why I kept feeling sorry about that senior, thinking only if I checked before opening the window, may be I was feeling more guilty as he didnt say anything to me, I bet it was a heavy blow.
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MY HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH
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