MY HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH

The Soft Rain on a Summer Evening

Taehyung's POV

She vented her heart out, her weeps in between were killing me from inside, my eyes started welling up seeing her like this, At that very moment I gave up, I gave up on the fear of what if my father gets to know, I gave up on the thought of every what ifs , i knew only one thing that I can't run more from my feelings, from her and I want her as much as she wants me,, no may be more than her and the next moment I just grabbed her face and pressed my lips onto her parted lips. I poured all my emotions in that kiss.
I kissed her like that kiss meant my lifeline , she meant to be my lifeline.

She was in middle of ranting out and was surprised by my sudden attack on her sweet lips but she didn't rejected it right away, she was freezed for some seconds but she completely gave in to the kiss after a moment, reciprocating the kiss and the love with her lips, her last few drops of tears fell on my hand as she gave in to kiss telling me how much this one kiss meant to her.
It felt like soft rain on a hot summer evening,  calming every part of my mind, my body and my heart

Her low sobs got muffled inside my mouth, i didn't put pressure on her lips, I kept it as tender as I can as we kept kissing for those few seconds.

I broke the kiss for a moment and confessed straightaway, I needed her to know clearly how much she means to me amd this kiss isn't just for the sake of calming her, it's my answer to her question, I couldn't just pretend to ignore her when I was crazy in love with her, when I needed her so bad, I was looking right into her eyes to let her know  I am not playing around. I needed her to know what she deserves, not those cries but all the love, and affection that I will make sure I provide, I wanted to answer her every question from now on, and I needed her to know my parts which I didn't shared with everyone.

My eyes shifted from her shiny eyes to her slightly parted lips and I took them in my mouth fiercely without wasting any more time, without giving her any time to process, she gasped on my sudden action and it only made me go crazy and deepen the kiss more and more.

Her lips felt soft, almost silken and pillowy against my own and as sweet as a candy.

I ran my thumb against her soft cheek and she parted her lips a bit more making  more way for me to explore her. Her slow unsteady breaths hit my skin as I sucked onto her lower lip intensly and her breath hitched making me increase my pace and depth of the kiss. With every gasp leaving her mouth, I was going crazy right there.

She grabbed ny blazer and pulled me a bit closer which made me press her on the wall. I grabbed her tiny waist and she wrapped her arms around my neck and she tip toed to reach my lips, her little efforts to let me know she wanted me too , she wanted this kiss too were fueling my urge to taste her more and more, I started  exploring her sweet mouth more passionately and we got lost in the moment in that empty classroom of ours, forgetting the fact that we were literally in school and we can get suspended if anyone sees us.

The air was filled with silence and little sounds of our sweet kiss and her soft gasps but  just then it was shattered by some footsteps and chit chats.

She froze, she pulled out and stared at me, her eyes telling me she was scared, my eyes fell on her swelled lips which were now tinted into a bit  pinkish with all the pressure I put on those lips, her eyelashes still wet, her messed hair and her body heaving up and down with the long kiss and the fear of getting seen like this.

I calmed her down first and asked her to go and wash her face to relax herself.

After she went to the washroom, I calmed my racing heart, it was beating crazily, It felt like all this time I wasn't breathing at all.

I kissed her. I confessed. Its not a dream !

I sat and was lost in that dreamy first kiss, her sparkling eyes when I told her that I love her, her lips against mine, her hands snaking my neck, and most importantly her smile when I gave her that forehead kiss to calm her, the satisfaction in her expression, the look of her feeling protected inside my arms were swirling in my mind.