MY HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH

A battle of Emotions

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"Stop calling yourself fool, Y/n. You are not and who's that girlfriend of mine you are talking about and..." I said staring right into her eyes, slightly leaning onto her, our breaths almost hitting my skin, both of my hands grabbing her tiny waist and pulling her towards me.

"Stop this bullshit right now" She yelled cutting my words, " and do not touch me", she pushed me lightly.

"You having a girlfriend or not is not the matter here, okay?
Who the fuck are you to tell me what to do." She said with tears running down her face.

"Y..you played with my feelings yourself then what's wrong if Sam does that too, Why do you even care, why.. why, why acting like you care one day then act as if I don't exist,Why are you confusing me, or do..do you wanna play with my feelings again", she said, Her voice slow, shaky and cracking with continued sobbing that filled the empty classroom.

Her eyes almost red and swelled with all the crying, It was devastating to see her in this state. My gut wrenched at that image and I knew I couldn't push her away again, I knew I couldn't avoid my feelings for her anymore, I knew what she actually meant for me and what I meant for her."

Y/n's POV (one day back)

Mili's ideas were just like her, notorious, although I knew it, this time her idea seemed feasible. Mili took me to a snacks place after our coaching to explain her idea to know what's Taehyung is cooking inside him.

Mili's boyfriend Evan came after some time, there was a couple with him too, I knew the guy, Sam he was in our class but we rarely talked, Evan was from other school, The girl with them was Emmy, Evan's childhood friend and girlfriend of Sam.

Mili asked Evan for help and Evan knew her friend Emmy has a boyfriend in our class so he asked her.

Mili had already told them everything and the plan that came out of Mili's mind was that this guy Sam is going to act close to me in front of Taehyung, like a soon to be boyfriend kind and we would see what Taehyung's reaction is.

"And what about him having a girlfriend already?  It seems like he has, We are just wasting time guys"
I questioned.

"That's your assumption y/n, may be she was just a friend of him like Emmy and Evan and you over calculated with your dancing  hormones that day"  Mili shut me up.

Yes Mili may be right but I was still not convinced that he was giggling with his friend in front of me after ignoring me without any explanations. May be it's just my jealousy but still I couldn't just ignore the part that may be he lied about not having a girlfriend.

And the fact that she was so pretty and confident, She is one of the toppers too so i guess that was also adding onto my insecurities.

At first I wasn't really up for this idea, so I kept refusing but Emmy and Sam were really frank and tried everything to motivate me, and Mili was just giving me every kinda threat in case I don't take her idea.

The most surprising thing was Evan, he was really good at talking, though I had never liked him since Mili's cries very often because of their fights but it's also true that Evan do cares about her, so may be love at this age bring those cries and comforts both which I wasn't so aware if until Taehyung appeared.

I was worried since it would be a bit awkward with him and another thing  Sam was dating Emmy and our acts to make Taehyung jealous should not create any conflict among Emmy and Sam but they both convinced me not to worry about these silly things and I was strictly threatened by Mili to not act out of story by being awkward with him.