MY HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH

Sitting Together

I turned my face away in the next second and put my head down on the bench closing my eyes, I just didn't know how to react to him, It's true that I missed him but seeing him now only felt heavy on my heart.

I wished I didn't have to talk to me but at the same time somewhere in my heart, I expected him to say something, something that would go for a genuine reason but no he didn't.

Other students started coming one by one and thank god Mili's seat allotment was in a different classroom, students from my class started gossiping about us seating together.

The phase when we were into stealing glances and smiles, many of my classmates had started doubting about something going between us they probably don't know the later part, so they had those look in their eyes where they wanna know more about seeing us not talking at all.

I was awake but closing my eyes, I could hear all the chit chats in the room and the whispers of them about us and it was being a headache for me in that state.

Why are they being so nosy in my stuffs!!

Just then I heard a girl's voice, I felt her voice very near to me. And with her, I heard Taehyung's voice too.

"Oii Topper , I have some doubts please help me no " She says with a needy voice.

"Look, who's calling me a topper , I don't think you really have any doubt," he chuckled a bit.

"I really do, you idiot ! " she said, Their talk seemed like they are close."

" Okay okay Tell me fast "

He then started clearing her doubts. They also had little bit of jokes in between. And it was getting difficult for me to not turn my face and see her.

I couldn't control my urge and lifted my head and turned to see.

It was the same girl I saw him talking to when I went to his class, now everything started falling into its place. The way he was talking with her and They both had big smiles on their faces which turned to surprised face when I suddenly turned and stared at them.

I laughed at myself in my mind. All this time I was upset and missing him but I guess he found someone else already and I was Just something to pass some time with.

I felt a pang in my heart, I expected him to atleast spit it out whatever it is but I couldn't stand him there talking and giggling with her while ignoring me for past week as if I never existed so to clear off my mind I went straight to the washroom.

The heartache wasn't enouth that my cramps started getting stronger with time. My hormones were making my mood swing crazily, one moment I was thinking of slapping him, next minute I felt like crying and I was feeling uneasy to go to that classroom again. The washroom felt peaceful to me rather than that seat beside him.

But the bell rang and I had to go back to class. The invigilator was already there by then. I took my seat. We got our questions papers and our exam started.

I tried to sit creating as much distance as I can between. Hardly half an hour passed and the cramps that were atleast bearable until now started killing me. I couldn't continue solving, my head couldn't think anything except the pain in my abdomen.

I wrapped my hands around my abdomen and placed my head on the bench trying to calm my cramp down, and started gulping water after every 10-15 minutes but the time was ticking, so I was trying to solve questions in between too but nothing was going my way and I knew my exam is screwed, I am screwed if these cramps continued.

Tears started welling up in my eyes and I knew if I tell the invigilator he would send me to medical room to rest and my exam will be ruined for sure.

"Y/n, Is everything okay? You don't look well" he whispered with a concerned face suddenly pulling me out of my thoughts.