Where Are You?

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Where'd you go

He just wants to know

Promised to never leave

So why is he pulling down his sleeves

Where is everybody?

Why does he feel like a nobody?

He feels so alone

His feelings start to show

But nobody seems to care

He expects to find you there

But you're nowhere in site

He thought you'd never leave his side

Where are all his friends?

Don't let him go through this again

Another time of everybody leaving in the end

You've broken his trust completely

He's got nobody

But he still wishes you well

Your secrets he'll never tell

He still misses you

But he knows the truth

He probably hasn't crossed your mind

He's broken this time

He's pissed at himself

For going to you for help

For putting his trust in someone else

To just be broken in the end

Well it's the last time it's going to happen

He's learned his lesson

You've hurt him more than he'll admit

Doesn't want you to feel guilty about it

He's going through hell right now

Nobody's there to help him off the ground

He's alone

A feeling well known

He knew you'd leave

But you got him to believe

That it'd never happen

Which only made it worse in the end

But he pushed you away

So himself he blames

For nobody being there

He tried not to care

But he's still in agony

Cause you promised not to leave

Was he not enough?

To keep a promise that meant so much

You barely ever talk to him anymore

So what's the use of trying for?

Better for him to just push you all away

It would avoid so much pain

So as he's up all night

Wondering what he could've done right

You asked if he forgives you

He struggled to answer "of course I do"

But he's not so sure

Cause you leaving caused too much hurt

He still cares for you

That much is true

You were his best friend

But like all the others you left in the end

The promises that were broken

So many words left unspoken

It's all the same

The familiar pain

He feels responsible for it all

So he remains hiding behind his walls

By now they're made of stone

He just wants to be alone

Cause he's tired of feeling this

He'd rather cut his wrists

Then open up to anyone

His demons have won

Just get away

He doesn't wanna hear what you have to say

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