The voices are talking to me
They are the voices I cannot see
They give me so much anxiety
Yet give me the most company
They've always been here
Year after year
They're my only long-time friends
Cause everyone else has left in the end
They tell me to fall
I can't make it through it all
I'm not enough
It's time to give up
Can't do this anymore
Another sip of beer and I've hit the floor
No one knows my true demons
They always give me reasons
As to why suicide is my only option
Cause I can't survive I'm done
I'm ashamed of myself
And too scared to ask for help
It's like this everyday
Would anyone care if I was gone anyway?
Would it make everything better?
So many crumpled up goodbye letters
I've held on this long
But it feels like It's better if I'm gone
I can't stand it here
Can't stand the fear
Do I hold on or disappear?
What difference does it make?
I'm just seeing how much I can take
I'm already broken
So do I leave with words unspoken?
I'm trying to hold on
But everything I do goes wrong
They'd all hate me
If they could see
The person behind the mask
The demons of my past
I have anger issues
And a problem with substance abuse
Maybe the voices are right
It's better to just take my own life
