I was doing really good for awhile,
The love of my life always made me smile,
Now I've cut for the first time in two years,
Here comes to life one of my biggest fears,
My addiction is knocking at the door,
I'll never tell her how bad my heart is tore,
Two years later and I'm alone again,
How could something so beautiful end,
I ended it for my own health,
But the pain now is the shittiest hand I've ever dealt,
Never thought I'd go back to this kind of person,
I think this time I learned my lesson,
I'm not strong enough for love,
There was beauty in those 2 years,
Towards the end every night was rough,
But they're unmatched to these tears,
I fucking miss you,
I fucking hate you,
Your replacement looks like me,
I guess it's the drug you need,
Fuck you my love
