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Vent

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

Recently I've been so tired of life in general. Like mentally. I don't really know if I can take it anymore before I cut the rope tbh. I seriously feel at risk but I don't know how to tell my parents I need support. I think my parents have damaged my ability to communicate with them. Like when I tried to open up to my mother about my mental health because my grades were dropping, she just kept yelling at me. And with my dad, I'm losing him when I need him the most. It's really hard to tell me and my dad's relationship in an accurate way. I feel like we are losing each other. I feel like I'm losing everyone. Are healthy teenagers a thing anymore? I feel like we all are in the same big pot of depression. I hope if I last long enough, I can give my nieces and nephews the life I never had. I know my stepdad is worried about me, but not my other parents. My mom used to be worried about me, but not anymore. I isolate myself and am down so often to the point where it's a daily routine. Summer kind of just feels worse than school in a way. Like I get that long break but I can't really get myself to do anything. The only thing I do now is sit in my room and listen to music, write, or watch movies. It gets so bad to the point where it's kind of a chore to leave. I am really grateful for my stepdad, though. I interact with him way less than I do my mother and he still notices. I love my mother too, though. I love both of my parents I just have trouble interacting with them and telling them how I'm feeling. Yes, you can vent in the comments.