It was Tuesday on the second week of school. Yesterday on Monday I decided to skip because of what happened that Saturday, and right now i was in my first period, with literally NO ONE I hung out with, it made my anxiety rise and I knew next period for homeroom it wasn't gonna be any better since...he...San was in there.
I spaced out most of class
San's words to me before he rushed out were replaying over and over and over again. I kept thinking about them, and it was because he was right...he obviously was. "I think. You're too fucking scared of your little fucking reputation to burst. You're too scared to let everyone know that inside this cool, rude, narcissistic, playboy is a fucking little closeted faggot in reality."
It hurt me inside. Every single word hit me right where I knew he wanted it to. And it had every right to...
I walked into second period. I looked over at where Yeosang sat and I didn't see Wooyoung. 'Thank god,' I thought to myself, I was glad I didn't have to face him on the first day back from the weekend. I sat down and I felt someone staring at me. I knew it was Yeosang, his looks towards me always felt like they could burn holes through my skin.
I ignored him obviously, I never talked to them after that day a year ago.
I look up and there a substitute today. I just pulled out my phone because I never cared about what work was given to us by the teacher. I always said if the real teacher isn't here I'm not doing it. I went on Instagram to post something since I was obviously fucking bored, and I wanted the attention to try and get my mind off of Saturday. ♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡ ﹢♡
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A little later after I posted some people commented just random ass comments and compliments. I ignored them until I saw Mingi's comment. I grinned and replied.
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