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November 26, 2022
1 year ago
San's POV
(Mature scenes ahead)
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Today it was his birthday....the boy that I couldn't get off my mind.
How could he continue being on my mind when he was just a boy I talked to once, but now think about every second.
He was...so pretty...never in my life did I think I'd be into boys. Then I saw him one day, he was just sitting there...in class, doing his work, writing with his pencil ever so smoothly, and now here I was obsessing over someone I didn't even know all that well.
Sure I've seen him outside of school, like at parties, but he was with girls.. but so was I, so why was I feeling jealous?
"Yah San!"
I come out of my thoughts and turn to see Mingi staring at me.
"What? Huh? Sorry..."
"You spaced out. You okay?"
Mingi asked.
"Yeah. I'm fine, just thinking."
"Hm. Alright. Well are you going to the party."
"Who's...party."
I asked.
I knew whose party it was. Who else's would it have been anyway? Atleast one that was important to me.
"Wooyoung's duhh! I told you last week."
"Oh..right. Wooyoung."
"We gotta get going soon..."
Mingi said as he was grabbed the cases of drinks he was bringing.
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We finally made it. There already lots of people here.
Mingi walked in first and I followed behind. We were already greeted by Jongho who helped set up this party.
"I was wondering when you two would show up. The two party animals."
He grinned.
Mingi laughed and I did too as we walked outside. Jongho showed Mingi where the ice chest was, I followed so I could get a drink.
As I did that I looked around to see if I could see Wooyoung.
I scanned around and when I saw him, my whole gaze softened as I looked at him. He was standing by Yeosang and Yunho. A drink in hand. He looked so pretty the way his hair was....i liked it that length...I always secretly hoped he'd never cut it..it was perfect. I was suddenly pushed out of my gaze by Mingi throwing himself at me with an arm around my shoulders.
"Hey man watch yourself."
"Sorry. I'm already just so excited right now. The drinks, the music, the people, the GIRLS! Cmon man let's go!"
He grabbed my arm and pulled me along with him; leading me to a group of girls.
Yeah..I liked girls too. These girls were pretty, but I didn't want to talk to them, I didn't want to look at them...I wanted to do that with Wooyoung.
I know I sound creepy but it happens when you really like someone, and I liked Wooyoung...a lot.
I don't think he felt the same, but then...I saw him stare at me. Heavily. His eyes softened. I could tell..I noticed, he didn't even listen to what Yeosang was telling him.
But I had to play it cool, I had to make sure he didn't notice that I was also staring at him, so I laughed softly like the girls and Mingi did. I knew by his gaze that he was checking me out. Not in a perverted way, but in adoration? After liking Wooyoung for so long, I took notice on their these, those little differences that no one else could notice. I wanted to be the one that would notice the little things, love those little things, and tell him about those little things....i really, really wanted to.
