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October 10, 2023 2:35 P.M
(Wooyoung's POV)
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Today was very awkward, I've passed by San so many times today. I couldn't say anything, not after what happened yesterday....
Every time he looked at me I felt this certain feeling in my stomach.
I just couldn't even ice I acted that way...why'd..why'd I say those things and just push him away..maybe it was just Yeonjun trying tog eat to me after everything he did..especially with Emry..
I sighed as I walked down the hall. I stopped when I heard my name. I turned and saw Yunho. I was surprised to see him since he hadn't talked to me since he saw San kissing me the other day.
"Yunho? Hey..."
"Hey Woo...I've been meaning to talk to you."
"About..what?"
I asked as I fixed my backpack strap.
He looked at me and rubbed the back of his neck, he then sighed and looked back at me.
"I just wanted to say sorry for being so..upset with you about the whole San thing at your house, the kiss. I just got upset from remembering what he did to you and how he acted so I just saw that and lashed out, I ignored you and I'm sorry for being b so...petty for absolutely no reason, it was not your fault nor was it San's you can do whatever you want and I shouldn't have been mad at you for your own feelings or actions.."
I stared at him. It made me feel more at ease that he apologized and that...he actually wanted to talk to me again. I missed talking to one of my good friends...and now here he was taking responsibility for what he did.
"Yunho...I really...I really appreciate you coming up like this...I've been so down lately, and this just made me feel better. I missed talking to you."
He smiled and gave me a hug. I hugged him back and sighed softly.
"I missed you too Wooyoung. Wanna hangout after school? If you're free that is..."
I looked at him and gave a small smile. I nodded.
"Yes...I'd...I'd like that..."
Yunho smiled back and nodded as we both pulled away from the hug.
"Awesome. Yeosang would be happy to hear about this...you know how he is."
"Is he free?"
"Yeah..I talked with him earlier...since I ignored both of you but...mostly you..."
I nodded.
"Yeah, but I really missed you Yunho...I'm glad you..came up to me, I tried but of course-"
"I was angry and ignored you. I'm sorry again..."
"It's okay. Let's just have fun later..all three of us. Yeah?"
Yunho nodded and hugged me again, I of course hugged back. I looked down for a moment, but when I looked back up I saw San...he was looking at us.
I saw the look in his eyes. I was doing what Yunho did to me...I was ignoring him. All because of my own words towards him. Why was I being such an idiot? I needed time though...I needed time to realize what I told him, I needed time to realize what I even meant by my statements...but I was pushing him away, even after bringing him back in..why do I do this?
I gulped and pulled away, not looking back at San anymore.
"I'll see you later."
I then walked in the opposite direction of where San was. I just kept walking..I couldn't face him yet. Even if it's felt like an eternity for us to ignore each other..it hasn't. But maybe it should be until I figure myself out.
If I talk to him I'd lose it...and I wouldn't wanna do that to him. He doesn't deserve that again...not ever...
