Day 25: "I miss her.."

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October 6, 2023 12:35 P.M
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Lunchtime was about to end.
I spent the whole day texting San. Yeosang noticed even Yunho but they didn't bother asking who I was talking to.
Sometimes they just assume it's my mom, which..most of the time it was her...and..it used to be Emry too.
Fuck. I'm doing it again, thinking about her...I know it's been a few days but that's not enough time to get over her..for me atleast.

I then got a message from San that made my eyes widen a little.
"Sorry guys. I'll see you after school."

I grabbed my tray, my belongings and got up. I threw it away and left out of the cafeteria through the doors that lead outside.
I hustled towards the bleachers, sneakily but quickly and saw San waiting there.

"Dude how'd you even sneak in? You're not allowed here until Monday."

"I have my ways Wooyoung. Cmon don't you know me?"
He grinned and shook my head.

I rolled my eyes and fixed my backpack strap.
"Well what did you need to tell me."

"I know who one of the other people are."

"You do? Who is it..."

"It's probably gonna hurt you but...it's Yeonjun."

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October 4, 2023 4:00 P.M
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I spent all the rest of the day pissed off.
Yeonjun? How could he..he was my friend and now he's tormenting me and San, why? Why would he do this....
Why did he make Emry do these things to me, ruin me..
Make the girl I loved betray my trust... I sighed as walked to Yunho's car. He noticed and arched his eyebrow.

"What's wrong with you?"
He asked as I got in and shut the door.

"I'll tell you later."

"Hm. Alright then. Want something from that chicken spot? I'm kind of hungry."

"chicken!?"
Yeosang yelled as he sat up from lying down in the backseat.

I flinched slightly and leaned my head back on the headrest.
"Goddamnit you scared me."

They both laughed and Yunho drove off.

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They dropped me off. I carried my food inside and saw my mom sitting on the couch.

"Hey sweetheart. How was school? Feeling better?"
She asked with a gentle smile.

"Yeah better, and it was okay. I brought you some food."

"Oh? You did? That's awfully sweet of you.
Thank you"
She smiled and gently grasped the food I handed to her.

"You're welcome. I'm gonna..do some homework."
I lied and walked away upstairs.

I walked into my bedroom and closed the door. I tossed my backpack and went to my bathroom; locking myself in as I splashed water on my face. I was going through a rollercoaster of emotions at this very moment.
Yeonjun? Yeonjun..Choi Yeonjun? One of my good friends, he was one of the ones doing this?
I still couldn't believe it..I mean how could I? He's been my friend for years, he was always faithful to me, helped me, saved me...
And he even brought Emry into it. Why'd she listen after what he did to her at his party...wait. Maybe that's why he's doing this. He's probably still sensitive after I told him off about touching her. I was just jealous at the time, and plus he shouldn't have done that. Or maybe he has some other shit against her that I don't know about.

I sighed and grabbed my phone out of my pocket. I checked Instagram and just scrolled through posts, my feed, then came pictures of Emry. Ones she took before I knew what she did, ones she posted when we were dating, the captions she put made me tear up.
I gulped and set my phone down; placing my hands over my face as I rested my elbows against the sink. I softly started crying.
Maybe I was over reacting, but it still hurt. I liked her so much in just that short amount of time, it felt like forever....
I thought we'd be together longer, but after all the shit with San, everything just went down hill from there....I just.....

I miss her....

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(It's just a short one today. It's my 18th birthday today so I just wrote a very short one since I'm busy but I have longer ones I'm editing rn so those probably won't be posted until sometime next week❤️)

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