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October 3, 2023 6:43 P.M
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Wooyoung's POV
I spent the whole day crying and being locked in my room. I haven't felt this much emotion in such a long time
But I was betrayed and heartbroken. I know Emry and I weren't together for a really long time, but it felt like it because I actually really liked her..my mom even liked her..that said a lot too, because even thought my mom may seem like such a bubbly person, she rarely likes people..it even took her awhile to like Yunho, but it eventually got there...
I couldn't even tell her about Emry and I. She'd be devastated too..I couldn't even face her at all. The whole car ride 2 hours ago, I didn't even look at her, I faced away and looked out the car window because I felt like if I looked her in the eyes I'd start sobbing, but that's exactly what I was doing now..except all alone..
I sighed and sniffled as I rolled over and sat up. I rub my temple and look over at my phone, which was charging. It kept going off...buzz after buzz and buzz.
I knew it was my friends...maybe even San...maybe even...her....
I shouldn't even be thinking this way about her. I already...missed her?
God...I think it was because we spent that long break apart and it was brining a toll on me..she betrayed me so I shouldn't even feel the is way about her...Emry...god why you.
I then flinched when I heard a knock on my door. I look towards it; not answering.
"Wooyoung..sweetheart uhm...I have food..I know you don't want to come out..or share why you're feeling this way but...atleast take this good...please."
My mom's voice slightly muffled from the other side of the door.
I gulped and wiped my nose.
"I-I'll be right out. Just...leave it...."
"Okay sweetheart...."
I heard footsteps descend so I sigh and get up to go towards the bathroom.
I walk up to the sink and turn it on. I use my hands to capture the water in them as I start to wash my face.
I look up at the mirror and see how red and puffy my face was. I gulped and leaned my head down on the counter. I gently slammed my fist against the counter and softly start crying again.i then stand up and walk towards my bedroom door. I open it and grab the food my mom left on the small table in front of me.
I didn't really have an appetite but I already felt bad enough for my mom because I never share anything with her. I didn't even know why I never did...maybe because dad..and my little brother left? I guess maybe them separating made it hard for me to express my feelings towards my mother..even my father behave I felt like they never cared about them in the first place when they split up and just took my little brother away from me...the one person that helped me the most when I felt like shit...they separated us, so that resentment still stands and I feel guilty better then again it's not even her fault..
But I do find it hard to even say anything at all.
Now I have that situation with Emry. Someone she grew to like in a short amount of time..is gone from her life..along with mine.
"Fuck my life..."
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October 4, 2023 9:08 A.M
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I ignored everyone in the halls. I knew they stared at me and whispered about me and everything that's been going on.
Word probably got out from Emry or whoever the two people were that she worked with.
When I walked up to my locker there was a paper sticking out of it. I grabbed it and opened it up. There was writing so I read it.
"Meet me out back behind the gym when 2nd period starts."
"What the fuck is this bullshit."
I muttered to myself. I rolled my eyes and shoved the paper in my pocket before I opened my locker.
I groggily grabbed my first period book out and closed it. I was met with Yunho. I flinched and looked down.
"God fucking dammit."
"Sorry..."
"It's fine...did you need something?"
"I just wanted to talk to you...it's been a few days. You know. The last time we talked was that day at San's place."
He replied and rubbed the back of his neck.
I gulped slightly and sighed.
"I know. Uhm..I'm- if you know about what happened, just tell me so I know why you're actually talking to me."
"What are you talking about?"
"So did no one tell you anything? Please tell me you're joking. I'm sure everyone's talking about it. Don't lie. Please..."
Yunho sighed.
"Yeosang told me, but he only told me. That's it. I promise you. But I didn't wanna talk to you about that..especially if you don't want to..I just missed us hanging out..but I know that you're in a tough spot right now...so if you wanna be alone then I understand..I really do."
"It's alright Yunho. Uhm..we can talk after school. I just need this whole day to..try and feel better. Even though one day isn't enough. I can't...dwell on the fact that..someone I loved did this to me. I should be used to being betrayed and heartbroken right?"
I said and laughed a little..I tried to laugh it off but Yunho gave me a small frown.
"No one gets used to the that. They just think they do. But..I'll see you after school. I'll take you and Yeosang on a drive. Go to the store..get food. Whatever you want.."
"Thanks. I appreciate you guys. I should've went to y'all for help instead of being depressed and crying alone....it's not good for me..even though I do it every single time.."
Yunho half heartedly chuckled and nodded.
"Yeah. But I get it though. I do the same thing at times, but I gotta go. See you after school.
I nodded. He pat my shoulder and walked off. I gulped slightly and turned to walk off too. I atleast had first period to get my shit together before I meet this mystery person.
It could be a killer for all I knew but..then again..at this point..I don't actually care...because
Fuck my life...right?
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