29AM (revive)

i will be so alive

im going to try

to live like I'm dying.

no regrets.

death is imminent. 

i could wash away like the breeze that steals my breaths,

so why worry about the future, I could be gone by then.

no worrying about other people,

no holding me back.

others can just fuck themselves.

i say this knowing I'll worry, I'll care

but I think ill try

as long as I am conscious that I am breathing, I am not dead.

so I will live.

i will absorb the knowledge I am grateful enough to receive

I will pour through books because I am lucky enough to read them.

i will be so alive.