29AM (revive)

i wish

i wish i could be cool enough for you

I wish I could be the person you chose to be around

the person you wanted to talk to each day

I crave to be picked,

but to not care about being picked.

i wish I could be as laid back as you seem to be

never worried about the things that keep me up at night

I wish I could be different

I wish I could stay the same

but be different in your eyes

be better,

be more impressive,

be someone you would want.