Night 30

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(Warning contains: paranoia and hallucinations)

I don't know if I slept at all. I haven't slept properly for a week. Now I'm in someone else's bed trying to get some sleep. But there's one problem.
Knocking, the constant knocking. It's never-ending...One moment of peace puts you at ease and gives you a false sense of relief. Then it resumes just to tease you.
People are coming into this room while I sleep, or am I awake? I have no way of knowing if it was reality or not.
The roommate of this room came in and asked if I was sleeping. There was a fight between the two owners of the room. I couldn't take the constant fear of someone new coming into the room..strangers. I tried to get up and leave the room. Sleeping in my car was a better alternative than this. I was getting ready to leave. Bad idea? Did I leave? I don't think so...I'm still in bed. But I just left? Right?
I'm nervous. I only get hour-by-hour sleep. Will I be trapped in the cycle? One moment of peace it's all I ask..why can't I sleep peacefully? Damn insomnia creatures have latched onto me hard. I guess they like the taste so much.

I'm stuck, I'M STUCK SOMEONE PLEASE!! ...CAN ANYONE HEAR ME!! I CAN'T KEEP GOING LIKE THIS!..fine..I'll figure it out on my own. Don't worry about the sanity for now..tomorrow's a scholar's day. I need to prepare. But I am not me..and I am not myself. Act...

I see a door in this room of dark. If only I could reach the door.

I wake.

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