i'm trying to understand why did god create lando norris. but i still can't understand.so, yesterday's night, me and my best friend, evelyn, went to a club. of course my brother's friend was there. can i ever go somewhere and he not be around me?
evelyn got drunk af. i tried to get her home. i had a feeling that something or someone will destroy my whole night.
and that's what happened. lando hooked up with evelyn in his car. this is what i call betrayal.
not about evelyn. but lando. he was sober. fully sober. which is surprising because he can't go out a night without drinking.
now, a week passed since then. i haven't talked to lando. neither with evelyn. well, i tried to reach her but she ignores me.
i was in the kitchen, looking for something to eat. this house is empty when we talk about food.
"alexandra..." he whispered
"shut up" i said
"please..." he whispered again
i turn around. he has a bloody hand.
"what happened?"
"a glass shattered in my hand. it hurts..."
i take his hand. i put a cloth over it to make it stop bleeding.
"alexandra..."
"shhh" i said as i wipe the blood away. happily, there aren't any small pieces of glass in his hand.
he flinched. "fuck..."
"does it hurt?"
stupid question, alexandra.
"hell yeah"
i take the big piece of glass out of his hand. he groans. i put some medicine on his hand. tears are in his eyes. i held his other hand in mine.
i bandage his hand. "done"
a tear escaped his eyes. i wipe it away with my thumb.
"forgive me for sleeping with evelyn...i was out of my mind...will you ever forgive me?"
i was a bit surprised. he never apologized.
"since it's the first time you apologize, fine. i forgive you"
i might forgive him too early but who wouldn't when he looks at you with those puppy eyes.
his face lights up. like he is a kid that saw his favorite toy on the store's shelves.
he raises his hand and cups my face. "thank you so much, dear. i won't do that again. i promise"
i nod. i feel relieved that he actually cares about my feelings.
"fuck, i care so much about you, dear..."
his hand drops to my shoulder.
"let me take care of you, alexandra..."
i think for a moment. i nod.
fuck, if i knew what i got into...
end of chapter 3
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