"i promise i'll be better" that's the line what all the men or boys say when they mess up. but then poof, it's like they didn't say that when they have sex with another woman. again.me and lando didn't do anything that night. he just caressed my cheeks and then left for "an important call". this is bullshit.
i'm sick of his lies.
i might act like we are together and i'm possessive over him, even though i didn't kiss him or sleep with him.
but, when he's staying in this house, he's under my watch. max doesn't care at all. he goes to kelly's house to see penelope and his girlfriend.
i feel like my own brother doesn't even care about me anymore. this sucks.
and don't get me started with my dad. damn, a shiver went down my spine as i thought of him.
it's morning. i got out of my bed and open my room's door. the first thing i see it's a blonde woman leaving the house.
ugh, of course this asshole brought another girl. he always switches them. are there any left?
he was leaning against the doorframe of his room, only with his boxers on.
"ahem, mind if you put something on you?"
"oh, yeah. i do mind"
he's killing me.
"can you stop being like this? what did i do to you? i actually helped you last evening."
"you just annoy me with that pretty little face of yours. 'miss alexandra perfection' is your name, sweetheart"
"perfection? i'm far from perfection"
"now putting yourself down to get attention"
"if i put myself down, i'm doing it to get attention. if i agree that i'm 'miss alexandra perfection', i'm doing it to get attention. nothing will make you, men, happy"
"pfft, the only thing that makes me happy is when a woman tries to get my attention. like you, sunshine"
"excuse me?"
"oh, i excuse you"
fuck, he's so stupid.
"lando, please, try to not sleep with a girl a night, find a brain and then we will talk about me trying to get your attention"
"haha, so funny, sunshine. i think you should go to a comedy show" he said sarcastically
i get in the kitchen. i make myself some tea. god, he's so annoying. but he does it on purpose. he wants to get on my nerves. and he succeeds.
end of chapter 4
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