Tears Behind Those Doors

Prologue

I sat on the sand and stared at the sea as it met the sun. I'm finally here, the place where I left everything, also him.

"Dada, let's play!" a kid that gave me hope and light after that nightmare I entered.

"You may go first, baby. Papa's gonna watch you muna" matapos kong sambitin yun ay isang maaliwalas na ngiti ang pinakita sa'kin ng anak ko. He hugged me before he run towards the calm waves that the water made.

I took a pic of him while the orange sun rays touched his face, after that I hid my phone and finally joined him in the water before the sun totally came down.

"Dada, can we go to the mall tomorrow? I want to buy a gift for lala before we go there." paglalambing ng anak ko sa'kin. Oo nga pala, bukas na kami uuwi kila mama at wala rin akong nabiling pasalubong sa kanila

"Sure, baby Sky. Dada's going to buy something too tomorrow but before that, make sure to sleep early because we're going to go out early or else lala won't get a gift from you." Sambit ko na ikinamadali n'yang paghiga at pagtaklob ng kumot na akin namang ikinatuwa. I hugged him and he squeezed in my embrace as we both fell asleep after we said goodnight to each other.

We're now at the mall and we're at the jewelry store looking for a cute gift as my son pointed at a cute silver butterfly necklace.

"Do you think lala will like that, baby?" I asked him and he nods and amiled at me. I smiled back and carried him.

Sigurado akong ikatutuwa 'to ni mama dahil mahilig siya sa mga paru-paro at isa pa ay galing ito kay Sky.

Pagtapos naming bilhin ang kwintas ay hinatak ako ni Sky patungong toy store.

"Baby, calm down. makakarating din tayo doon" pag-aalala ko.

"No no, dada! let's go!!!!!" He laughed and ran holding my hand.

dahil sa pagmamadali sya ay may nabunggo siyang mukhang dalawang couple.

Binuhat ko agad sya at humingi ng dispensa sa dalawa.

Pagkaangat ng aking ulo ay nakita ko ang isang pamilyar na mukha. Hindi ako nagkakamali, siya nga ito.

He's the one who pushes me away when I need some support system. He's the one that I can risk everything, even my future but left me behind. He's the one who helped me build myself just for him to ruin it.

Kai, my first and only person I loved...