Don't Make Me Walk When I Want To Fly FINAL PART: Crowd Full of Strangers

CHAPTER 1: I arrived in Tomorrow, At 11:00 And Found Metanoia

FINAL PART

Crowd

Full

of

Strangers

Chapter 1

I arrived in Tomorrow,

At 11:00

And

Found

Metanoia

Hinata doubted he would ever forget how it felt to be killed.

He was scared of going out to town. He was scared of going anywhere, but who could really blame him when–

When I have died so many times?

He was scared of sudden movements, he was scared of crowds, he was scared of loud noises or sounds, not to mention being out in the wide open. He was only okay going to this party, he was only okay being here, he was only okay actually staying here because–

I knew he would be here.

But now, Hinata felt sick.

He started to breathe rapidly, his chest growing, blooming like a flower – the music and the cheer of the people were too loud even though Hinata felt like he couldn't hear anything other than–

Other than–

"...That I only knew the rules because Kageyama told me..."

Because if he knew, because if Kageyama knew all this time... all this time.... Then?

He let me die.

Hinata's eyes shut down in pain as he brought a hand over his beating heart, he leaned down fearing he might fall to the ground.

He stopped moving when he remembered something he had told Saeko.

"...Why do you love Kageyama?"

Saeko had a serious expression on her face and Hinata had to stop for a minute, putting together his thoughts.

Hinata had so many reasons to love Kageyama.

He made him whole, he vanished his sadness and sorrow and pain, he helped him to get better, he helped him to be able to play and win, and he had such a nice, handsome smile. Even if he was stalled, he still bent down whenever Hinata wanted a kiss or a whisper something. He was the only one who always said something different and did something different every yesterday. He made Hinata realize what he had been searching for in his entire life.

Hinata had so many reasons to love Kageyama. Yet, the one that really made his heart accelerate, the one that really made his soul feel at peace was–