My Therian Journal

07/05/24

Hello!

Why do I start off every entry with "Hello!" 💀

Anyway, yesterday was the Independence Day in America, for those of you in Europe, We celebrate Independence Day because July 4 is when we declared independence from you pesky British people/j (British people are awesome. Technically the Declaration of Independence was finished in September, but whatever lol.

Anyway, everyone and their grandma were shooting off fireworks, and My parents drugged my dogs so they don't get too freaked out, but I couldn't sleep because people were lighting off fireworks until 5:00 in the morning (I did finally fall asleep by then but I woke up at 9am so-) anyway, since I couldn't sleep, I decided to binge all the way through Jjk. I really want to know what happens and apparently Gege Akatami took a 21 day hiatus, so I think I can catch up in the manga. I cried like 8 times, I knew Nanami was going to die but it was so sad when he did. I was cheering him on, wanting him to not die. I also thought Maki wouldn't die because she was a side character, but nope, Jogo just blasted off her head so-

Okay, other stuff. So my parents finally set up the roof top deck for the summer and I'm happy because it's a great place to practice quads. So that's fun. I also had a shift yesterday, I was listening to subliminals and I just got really bad dysphoria from it. I wish I was a dog still, I wish I could just run through fields, faster than I can now, I wish my legs felt normal, I wish my face was flat, I want to have my snout, I want to have my tail and my ears back, but it will never happen. I was supper upset about my legs for some reason so I sat down for a while and just drew humans with digitagrade legs.

I'm also stil trying to figure out this shapeshifting kin. I looked at an old oc thinking maybe it was an Ockin but it's not, the character doesn't have the same traits that I've Identified with the kin. I'm looking for a shapeshifting kin that is curious and lively, but not mischievous. I can't find anything that fits it. Any ideas?

Also I've started a dream journal so I can remember my dreams easier and maybe lucid dream so I could finally have that body, even if it isn't real. 

Should I publish the journal on Wattpad? If enough people want to hear my wack dreams, I might.

That's it for now though!

Kintype of the day: sawscale viper

«Jesse»