𝐀𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐈: 𝐀 𝐏𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡'𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬

𝟕. 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍

Jiya's POV

"Why did he come into my life again? After destroying me completely why is he here again. Does he want revenge? He already killed the child inside me now what more does he want?" I shouted, I was sitting on the floor of the storeroom of my house and was a crying mess right now.

"Bhagwan ji, ap hamesha mere sath aise kyu karte hai. Jub bhi sab kuch thik hone lagta hai tub kyu dubara sab kuch bigad jata hai. Kya phele mujhe rulana kafi nhi tha ki ab vo dubara mujhe rulane aagaya." I said this while shouting a bit in the hope that maybe God will listen.

(Why you always do this to me, Bholenath. Whenever everything starts going well, why does everything go wrong again? Was making me cry before wasn't enough that now you want me to cry more.)

"Bhagwan ji, me apki aachi bachi hu na. Apki favourite hu. Agar mene koi galti ki hai jisse apko bura laga ho to please mujhe maaf kar dijiye pur please sub kuch thik kar dijiye. Ab mujhse or nhi ho raha. Abhi to mere zakhm bhare bhi nhi the ki apne ek or naya zakhm de diya." I said this more like whispering to myself and a tear slipped down from my eye.

(God, I am your good child, right. I am your favourite. If I have done something wrong which you didn't like then please forgive me and please make all the things right. I can't take this anymore. My wounds were not even healed yet and you have me another new wound)

After my crying session I went to my room and took a warm shower. Soft sobs encouched in the bathroom.
I came out wearing comfortable clothes and saw my princess sitting on the bed and looking down at her feet, thinking about something.

"What happened bacha? What are you thinking about?" I asked Kanu and started going near her.

"Mum-ma sad what happ-ened" she said.

I sat on the bed taking her in my arms and looked at her worriedly.

"Who told you this bacha? Your mumma is not sad? Why are you thinking like this Kanu?" I asked while caressing her cheeks with my hands.

"You eat did-nt" she asked with a pout and my eyes soften seeing her.

"Bacha I was just not hungry, it's nothing like this." I said.

"Paj-ja?" she asked making me smile widely.

"Yes pakka (promise)" I said pinching her cheeks slightly.

"Now don't think too much and let me change your dress then we both will sleep while hugging each other" I said and she got excited after hearing that we both will hug each other and I laughed at her behaviour.

She definitely knows how to light up my mood when I'm upset. She's the light in my dark world. She is a gem, my gem and I am not going to share her with anybody.

Bhavik's POV

Today I was so harsh with words. I know my tulip must be crying right now and I really wanna kill myself for that. Knowing that the reason behind her tears is me wants to make me bury myself deep inside the earth. I don't want my pruple to waste her precious tears on any useless creature even if it includes me. Her one tear is even more precious to me than my whole existence.

I got down from my bed and went towards the balcony with a packet of cigarettes with me. I burned a cigarette and started puffing taking the toxic gas inside my lungs. After her, cigarettes are my only addiction. No cigarette can never be as additive as she is. Even the thoughts of her which I get about her are more seductive than any other thing.

I am sorry my love for making you cry, I know I deserve a punishment for that and I will definitely do that but for now I have to make everything alright and not let you go back to London at any cost- I thought it in my mind.