Feeling not in place, not in your own skin, yourself stolen from you, brings out the unhealthy version of you. A steady gaze with no emotion, no smile, or just fake ones, no reaction.
Healing denied pieces, stuffed feeling from time to time. Thought of creating problems which do not exist, perhaps the issue was already there, but you were in denial and focused on important stuffs too much that you didn't acknowledge the self-detriment it does to your self-person.
Cradled in your own pillow, seeking comfort within your safe space. Neglected your self-love, sacrificing your own respect and vicinity. Searching for escapism in anything mysterious.
The satiated feeling of a mixed anxiety attachment and avoidant gradually get back on things. Arousing a shut down and blocked feeling that eat you from the inside. The disambiguity amplifies without realizing.
You try hard being in contrast of the colors, bright in the inside, bold on the outside. Feeling insecure enough to close up and questioning everything that bother your peace.
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Weird Inspirations
Короткий рассказThe content contains short paragraphs which I wrote over years on the different feelings and experience of life I had and inspirations out of nowhere.
