How come you get to manage your emotions all by yourself the whole, whilst knowing constantly you're incapable of it, you might do it in certain situation, but at some point, you want to leave these illusions, getting away from everything, being all alone, have a complete silence for a period of whereby you exit this eternal world.
Then realized, it's quite a temporary phase, you think it's going to make you stronger, but you just feel weaker and weaker, as you become more sensitive, accumulating trauma. A stored and dangerous trauma, which makes you remember every wrong thing that happened in your life the moment one slight inconvenience happens.
The solitude, the emptiness inside, makes you feel like an open void, that you feel so scared of its depth. This makes you keep overthinking about your existence, if it is worth living or not, does all these pains matter, but you don't have to think twice, you already get your answer instantly while asking yourself, the future is worth it.
The only thing that keeps on, holding me tightly, that one person, his voice quivers endlessly in your mind, preventing you from doing something stupid, the promise you made to protect your own self.
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Weird Inspirations
Short StoryThe content contains short paragraphs which I wrote over years on the different feelings and experience of life I had and inspirations out of nowhere.
