You trust him so much that without realizing you tell him everything that passes on your mind. You keep on thinking about the trigger that wants to destroy you little by little, you're scared that he might not believe you when confronting him, being you are truly loyal to him and you're speaking the truth, because all you want is him.
He has no idea how much you're obsessed and crazy about him, that he is the only thing that makes you want to live, as you start to hate yourself again.
You are sensitive and emotional, you notice every single thing, sometimes you just let it go to keep the peace, sometimes you ask and get explanations. You'd want him to feel happy, even if it hurt you, he is not of this opinion.
He wants you to tell him, he cares about you. He makes efforts, which makes you appreciate his person more. You try to keep on assuring him about how much he means to you, perhaps when a slight inconvenience enters the conversations, the insecure how he becomes and he doesn't know how this might affect you while he counts so much for you, his actions consequence on your mood and your state of mind.
You hope he understands the obsession that arouses me every time you think of him, which is mostly of the time.
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Weird Inspirations
Historia CortaThe content contains short paragraphs which I wrote over years on the different feelings and experience of life I had and inspirations out of nowhere.
