Destined for sin

Chapter 10

It was Hongjoong's. Hongjoong's phone was here but he wasn't, that meant an only thing. Something happened to him. Where was he now?Was he okay? Was he safe? Was he hurt? Was he dead?. The last question that wandered in his head triggered him. It couldn't be, the one who raised him and took him for granted to be dead. No. It couldn't be. Hongjoong was strong. He was. He indeed was. He was alright, right? He was somewhere safe, right? He was fighting and was doing just fine, right? He was not dying, right? Everything, every damn question that Wooyoung put silently in his head, made his own thoughts and voices shout more and more in his head, head spinning, vision getting blurry and his hearing becoming muffled his stability on his feet disappearing, losing his balance and passing out. The only thing he saw before passing out completely was, Mingi and Jongho running towards him and trying to wake him up. Too late, they were too late.

Wooyoung shouldn't of been the first to walk in the room.

It's been 4 days since the incident happened, 4 days since everything happened, 4 days since Seonghwa discovered he was being stalked, 4 days since Lee Know's id was found and 4 days since Hongjoong went missing. What his members didn't know was that he was arrested actually. It's also been 4 days since Wooyoung had passed out. Now he was currently resting in his bed, until he finally woke up.

"Wait wait wait. Sit back, you need to rest." Mingi said pushing him back into the bed

"No..What happened?" Wooyoung asked

"You passed out when we went to that old abandoned building." Jongho replied while coming into the room

"How long was I out for?" Wooyoung asked

"4 days..When you fell you hit your head pretty bad. Now are you hungry?" Mingi asked

"Yeah...I am..What do we have?" Wooyoung asked still trying to understand what the fuck was happening

"We can order something, so what do you want, Woo?" Jongho asked him while taking his phone out of his pocket

"Uhhm...Can we order pizza? I'm in the mood for pizza but if not that's okay, we can just-" Wooyoung said before he was cut off by Mingi

"Pizza it is, what extra toppings do you want?" Mingi replied

"Uhh, i want extra pepperoni." Wooyoung said

"Great choice." Jongho said with a smile

Maybe it was getting better, at least for some of them. For Wooyoung was definitely getting better, his boss wasn't here and he didn't know, more like they didn't know where he was. They just hoped he was somewhere safe. His boss wasn't around, but still Wooyoung had people on his side that cared about him and would do anything to put a smile on his face. And Wooyoung was just grateful for that. Maybe it really was getting better. For some of them at least.

At the police station:

Hongjoong was back in his cell, zoned out, immersed in his own thoughts. It's been 4 days, but it all felt like an eternity. Just a ride to clear his head ended up with him being on an overdose again and then getting arrested. It felt like everything he had built in those years, the tiny little embrace he called "home",the one he built with his own tears was about to fall to the ground and he had to do everything once again.

Hongjoong never felt love. He never felt that type of love while growing up, the type of love where your mother cooks for you, or sings for you or she just does anything to make you feel loved. He also didn't feel the type of love where your father comes home with little gifts, like a chocolate, or perhaps a toy, or even a bicycle...No, Hongjoong didn't have that type or love while growing up. Yes, he had parents, but it almost felt like they weren't there...not a bit, not at all.