"I don't understand..." Yeosang sobbed
"Shh.."
"He never did that before. It's as if I don't even exist anymore. He always comes late and leaves early...He doesn't even come to pick me up from university anymore...He's never there anymore. When he answers my texts he's dry. He started to prioritize his job more than me, Jongho." Yeosang cried out
"Come on let it all out, Sangie. You can lean on me and cry on my shoulder, baby..I'm here now." Jongho reassured Yeosang
Yeosang hugged Jongho, his arms going around his neck and his head on Jongho's shoulder and started to cry more and sobbed in his shoulder. While the other, Jongho was rubbing circles on Yeosang's back and patting him slowly to reassure him, then he started playing in his hair to calm him down.
"Better there?" Jongho asked kissing his cheek
Yeosang nodded no.
It was going to be a long night.
After 30 minutes of crying and sobs, Yeosang finally calmed down. Tears dried on his cheeks, eyes puffy and cheeks red. And Jongho was still there patting his back and rubbing circles to calm him down.
"Better now, hmm?"
"Kind of.." His voice was hoarse and low
"All your makeup is off, the eyeliner is still there but the mascara is..is." Jongho said joking
"Mhm." Yeosang replied
"Come on, tell me, what else is on your mind?" Jongho asked
"Can..Can i stay at yours for some time?" Yeosang asked lowly looking away
"Baby. Look at me." Jongho said
"No. I'm ugly because i cried."
"Fairy. You could never be ugly. You're the most beautiful person and I love to wake up next to your face in the mornings. Now come on, look at me and ask that again, Sangie." Jongho said moving Yeosang's bangs out of the way.
"Can I stay at your place for some time?" Yeosang asked looking into Jongho's eyes
"Of course you can. As long as you want. But just so you know, there are 2 more people i live with." Jongho said
"Oh okay and is there enough space for me?" Yeosang asked
"Of course, you can stay in my room. We'll share the bed" Jongho winked
"I hate you sometimes."
"I love you too, now should we go get your stuff?" Jongho asked
"Mhm.." Yeosang replied
"Come on, get off, big baby." Jongho joked
"Am I heavy?" Yeosang asked
"I could lift you with only one arm, Sangie. So no, you're not heavy. Hell you're far from being heavy." Jongho replied
"Okay...Let's go back to my place to gather my stuff."
The drive to Yeosang's place was quiet. He packed some essentials, some clothes and then they got back in the car. Jongho tried to make conversation. But Yeosang would just simply reply, zoning out a lot. The drive was quiet, Yeosang looking out the window and zoning out. Until they were met with some big black gates and a big mansion.
"This is where you live?" Yeosang asked
"Yeah..But. Just so you know, there will be some other people. I mean some more people, but there are 2 guys who will stay on the same side of the mansion." Jongho replied
"Oh.." Yeosang said
"Don't worry it'll be fine. Come, give that to me, Sangie." Jongho said as he grabbed the suitcase and the other bags from Yeosang
"Okay.." And Yeosang started walking after Jongho
They walked silently to the front door and then.
"For fuck's sake." Jongho screamed and then started ringing the doorbell
"What is it?" Yeosang asked
"The fuckers jus-"
"HEYAAAAAA" Mingi screamed
"Eeeeeey" Wooyoung added
Then Wooyoung and Mingi put on a poker face and looked dumbly at eachother.
"Hi." Yeosang said
"Hey?" Mingi and Wooyoung said at the same time.
"Move out the way, you assholes." Jongho said
"Kay, kay, who is this beauty by the way?" Mingi asked grabbing Yeosang's hand but before he could kiss it he got smacked by Jongho
"Don't even try it. And he's my boyfriend. Yeosang baby, the tall dumb fuck is Mingi and the dumber short one is Wooyoung. Boys this is Yeosang, my boyfriend the med student."
"Oooooooh. The one who bandaged you up that time." Mingi said
"Yeah." Yeosang replied
"So..He'll live with us?" Wooyoung asked
"For a short period of time, isn't that right, Sangie?" Jongho asked placing his hand around Yeosang's waist
"Aaah, I see." Wooyoung said
"Don't worry, the walls are soundproof." Mingi added
"Oh my god." Yeosang said becoming red as a tomato
"You assholes. Sangie, please just ignore them, but yeah, the walls are soundproof." Jongho replied
"Choi Jongho." Yeosang said
"Calm down, fairy, just teasing you." Jongho said
And with that...for them the night went on, with teasing nicknames and so much more.
While for Seonghwa, it only started.
After declining Yeosang's upcoming call, he made himself a cup of coffee and started to read through Hongjoong's files. And hell, there was a lot to memorize. This patient had the backstory. Yunho also sent him a video message that he recorded while Yunho was interrogating Hongjoong. There were a lot of details to remember. But what he could say for now was that. For sure Hongjoong had some problems. Mental issues, the sudden shift of mood when..When. Yunho asked him about Lee Know and Hongjoong started becoming aggressive. That was something.
While listening now to the voice mail or whatever it was called, Seonghwa was starting to get a bit freaked out. Why did he react like that? What happend. He had to find out and he will find out. He will make sure he'll treat Hongjoong and cure him. By now, Seonghwa was pretty sure that Hongjoong was only misunderstood and he only did what he did because he was lost. He felt betrayed and so much more. At least he hoped so, Seonghwa hoped that there in Hongjoong is some humanity left.
And Seonghwa hoped to be the one that finds that last bit of humanity left in Hongjoong, or if you'd like to address him as "The Joker" or perhaps "The Clown" go on then.
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Destined for sin
Romance"I already gave up on myself,you should do the same, Seonghwa." "I'm not giving up on you."