Silas x Free

Touching

I was never really used to being touched. I wouldn't say it's uncomfortable being touched in any way it's just weird to me. I never knew why really it's just people don't touch me in general so I never got used to it. Then when I got a boyfriend I didn't know what to expect. Don't get me wrong I can handle little things like holding hands or small kisses on the face or lips but sometimes Silas will do bigger things like hugging and kissing too much or too long I also found that holding hands for too long also makes me feel weird.

"Free?" Silas asked me.

"Huh?"

"You zoned out there are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine was just thinking about something"

"Really what?"

"It's nothing important really" I said cupping his cheek.

"Alright if you say so" he says kissing my hand.

He started holding my hand. Hopefully this isn't for too long.

-20 minutes-

My hand started shaking. My leg started bouncing up and down. We've holding hands for 20 minutes. I watched the clock tic, tic, tic i could take it anymore. I quickly pulled my hand away from his.

"Are you ok?"

"Y-yeah of course"

"... Free are you overstimulated? Or weird about me touching you? It's ok if you are I won't get offended"

"It's not just you, I'm weird about anyone touching me, I didn't want to tell you because it's so stupid"

"It's not stupid if you don't like people touching you than you don't like people touching you, but what do you not want me to do?"

"You can do what you were doing before just don't do it for to long"

"Ok and this is a serious question when we start having sex, would you not want me touching you?"

"Uh... I don't know I've never done it"

"WHAT?!"

"Shut up!"

"I thought for sure you would've done it at least once"

"Why? I never even had a lover before you"

"You never told me that!"

"Oh I haven't?"

"Nuh-uh nope and I would've thought at least once because you're hot and pretty" he said shaking his head.

"Well no I never paid attention or looked for a boyfriend or girlfriend... have you done it before?" I asked.

"Yes girls though"

"How many relationships have you had?"

"Only like three"

"Oh" I said disappointed in myself.

"Yeah"

"... I feel like a noob..."

"Yeah you are but a hot noob at least"

"That's not making me feel better!"

"Oh my bad, baby"