(Some backstory??)
Skeppys POV~
Me and bad were flirting, and it lead up to a point where we're about to have sex, I sit on bads lap, ready to ask about it, when he says "do you want to top baby? I've never really given you the chance regarding you know the height and the fact that I don't like it."
"Uh.. Uh.. Um.. O-okay.." I say. I try to ignore all the past thoughts about.. The last times that I topped. I slide off bad and sit in front of him, I go to remove my shorts, and get them off. He removes his own and I look down at myself.
I feel tears forming in my eyes, and I push myself away. I can't bring myself to do it. I get off the bed, and sit on the floor facing away from him. I cradle myself, holding onto my knees. I bury my head in my knees and let myself cry.
"Hey hey, baby.." I hear bad say. "I c-cant.." I sob. "You don't have to, I understand darling." He moves beside me and opens his arms. "I just-just can't.. It reminds me o-of those times.."
"You don't have to top sweetheart." He reassures me. "God this conversation is so stupid.. It's just sex.." I mutter. "Well if you don't feel comfortable with something, I am one hundred percent going to listen to you and make sure I can respect that." He says as he hugs me.
"You make stupid conversations like this seem so important and necessary." I giggle. "Sometimes stupid is necessary honey." He laughs back. "Now.. Do you still want you know.."
"Sex? Definitely." I respond immediately. "Okay then. Get comfortable."
END
bs draft I just decided to post lol
301 words!!!!
